part of you, parts of me
by Meladose-AKA Melinda White "Vampire ghost"
This is a poem I wrote about a month ago. It's how I view my life,, how it is, and how I think it should be. Or what I would like it to do or be. I wish the world could be peaceful, but I don't think that could happen, do you? And my dream is to save up, so I can travel to the blue sea's. I can't help what's on my brain sometimes and this is how i release.. I know my fiance and I can do this. Besides we've saved a lot to get where we are, especially last year on our trip to Maine. But seeing blue water is my dream, and there is nothing wrong with wanting that, we will someday!
As the world goes round and round, I listen to all the really weird sounds.
Some are good, and some may be harsh, some during the day, mostly in the dark.
I feel this world should finally be at peace, and thinking there's ways for people to acknowledge release .
The wars go on, and peole die, but not alone as their families cry.
I'm not really sure if people would want to live forever, one generation will die another one will grow together. Things change and I will not say like seasons, seems to me those could be cop out reasons!
Change is how we make it we live one life, will you be that rich husband, at the same time? still love your wife! Oh, are you a parent that spoils your children, or just not one at all. Do you answer to another name when certain people call.
How many personalities would you say you can be, or will change help you to finally set yourself free.
I think only for a moment how i want to travel these coming days, blue water I'm dying to see, always have anyways.
I have lived a few lives, the last almost killed me dead, now I'm working in a place around the walking dread. I don't have to be around anyone I will go back to only the people I choose, I refuse to go back believing i know I will lose.
This new life I have now grateful like I had nine lives. I want the thing I've never had, and to work to survive. I'm kind of comfortable with the bills, and paid with my own money, the other half of the bills are paid by my honey.
I never thought in my life time i would meet such a man, one that loves me so much he slpped a diamond on my hand. But as the world moves forward, and the past in my brain, maybe I need a do over to erase the life that was insane.
I thank God for this life I have, because I've had quite a few, out of the all my adult child behaviors it changed my view.
If I had a choice i would save, so my feet could touch blue water, thats really my wish like some kind of honor. I'm just a little troubled person, a regular gal. Who's never seen blue water , but someday I shall.
Trust has always played a really huge part, I may not be able to write like a pro, but poems is my art. So as I end this segment of what should be, its just my dream i'm sure you can see. I never flew in a air plane in my life, but would love to see blue water hopefully someday I might.
I am very humble when I need to be, i don't like to ask for anything, it's my pride you see!
Life is what it is and how you make it to be. I will never detroy someone elses happiness, and I will always be me.
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