I am beginning a new phase in my life.......I was 5 years old. This was my fifth foster family and I had been with them for two and a half years.It shoukld have been my permanent family, but someone noticed me and wanted me.They were adopting me to replace a son who had drowned, (not a fair position to put the child in, to have to live up to another childs standards). 6 monthhs after I arrived, they re other son drowned.I do not remember the day I left to join that family. But, years later, whe