I am grateful to GOD who is the Head of my Life. In 1999 my father passed away and on his dying bed he said to me......"That It was Up to Me" For years I have been trying to figure out "What Was Up Me?" During that time I was Angry at the World and especially GOD. My whole Life I was told Trust in him, Walk by Faith and that all things are Possible. Until all HELL broke out in my Life, and it was a blazing fire. I fell to my knees and was cursing GOD because he said that he will never le