I have been putting myself in situations that I am usually cautious not to do.

For instance at a meeting this week I sat at the front and raised my hand to answer questions. The funny thing is that at these meetings every time that they want participation I find myself avoiding it, I have an inner fear that Ill make a fool out of myself by getting the questions wrong. Most of the time if I had answered them I would have been right. I get frustrated because I prove to myself that I'm good at what I do, but I just cannot take that final step.

You might be thinking that I'm shy and actually I am not, I just avoid situations that can put me in an embarrassing position like answering questions in front of a room full of people.

I finally started doing it, and it felt refreshing and pleasant inside. Funny how a little thing like that can have such a profound feeling. I never knew.

Would you believe that I have had only one job my whole life? Yes, that is true. Since 18 years old I have been a manager of a fast-food restaurant, and I am still doing that to this day. I am now 56 years old. I started posting my personal STUFF, that's all this really is, because it is forcing me to be opening up. I want very badly to succeed and become a super affiliate, so I'm changing me for the better. This is what I'm doing, and I'm doing it for me.

I may, or I may not continue to post my ramblings, but I'm happy I'm with wealthy affiliate now, and I really feel this is my chance to do it right. Now if I can only solve my bad habit of procrastination. I think that will be my next subject to talk about. Have a good day where ever you are. You are welcome of course to leave a comment, and I will get back to you ASAP.