Yes Its Hard But Its Getting easier

Last Update: February 23, 2018

I have been putting myself in situations that I am usually cautious not to do.

For instance at a meeting this week I sat at the front and raised my hand to answer questions. The funny thing is that at these meetings every time that they want participation I find myself avoiding it, I have an inner fear that Ill make a fool out of myself by getting the questions wrong. Most of the time if I had answered them I would have been right. I get frustrated because I prove to myself that I'm good at what I do, but I just cannot take that final step.

You might be thinking that I'm shy and actually I am not, I just avoid situations that can put me in an embarrassing position like answering questions in front of a room full of people.

I finally started doing it, and it felt refreshing and pleasant inside. Funny how a little thing like that can have such a profound feeling. I never knew.

Would you believe that I have had only one job my whole life? Yes, that is true. Since 18 years old I have been a manager of a fast-food restaurant, and I am still doing that to this day. I am now 56 years old. I started posting my personal STUFF, that's all this really is, because it is forcing me to be opening up. I want very badly to succeed and become a super affiliate, so I'm changing me for the better. This is what I'm doing, and I'm doing it for me.

I may, or I may not continue to post my ramblings, but I'm happy I'm with wealthy affiliate now, and I really feel this is my chance to do it right. Now if I can only solve my bad habit of procrastination. I think that will be my next subject to talk about. Have a good day where ever you are. You are welcome of course to leave a comment, and I will get back to you ASAP.

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HennieSteyl Premium
Thank you for spilling your heart, Timothy. Now that you know you are a winner it will encourage you to overcome other obstacles. Doubting ourselves is the enemy. Don't surrender to the enemy.
Well done and all the best to you. We are happy to have you as part of this community.
tgray143 Premium
Thank you for your kind words. It is so uplifting to be around this community. There is no way for me to fail with all this caring and sharing.