Disillusioned month 7
My monthly WA charge bounced. It's because despite paying $68 CDN per month, I'm only making about one tenth of that. I thought of going away from this. When I did my budget after 7 months I couldn't breathe. What am I doing here? OMG how can I be paying money and not make any? What the hell am I going to do? So I stopped, everything. The pain I was feeling each time I came here was too great. Had I made the same mistake I did with other MLMs. As those questions plagued my mind, I was mentally immobile and just sad.
Now I am back, because I have to give it at least a year, dear God help me, this might be a mistake but I will give it a year. In the meantime, I am going to be looking for a job, sigh, and then maybe I won't have to feel so afraid. Any encouragement would be appreciated.
Cheers,
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Time I have got Maxizm59, money is a different story. I plan to keep going... Thanks for the encouragement
It has taken me almost 10 months to start earning what I consider equal income to a part-time job. How long it takes is different for everyone. You also have to keep your mind open to any door that opens. The income I am making is not from my website but from doing website maintenance and support for local business.
but I am able to do that because of what I learned here.
And that's not to say your website can't earn money, it is just not the direction I want for my website.
Good luck to you and I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
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It takes time. You may want to research how long it took for various businesses to get a good start. This is not a get rich quick scheme.
I am technologically challenged. I have been here just over a year and my site is extremely primitive because of my tech challenges. So I have ZERO income.
I am time challenged right now too. My Mom has had physical/medical issues. It is also time for her annual review to receive state/federal assistance with rent , medical care etc. She is not supportive of this venture. Actually... Mom is somewhat antagonistic to it.
Plus I work full time and occassionally overtime. I have to be at work at 5am after picking my husband up from work at 9pm or 10pm because we only have one car.
But I must do something. Minimum wage is catching up with what I am making. The cost of living, medical bills, and any expense anyone can name is soaring.
May I send you some hugs?
Thanks Ecohome, I receive your hugs gladly. I am not quitting, just diversifying. I am a single mother of 4 and it's distressing to be paying out and making nothing. However, I have resigned to give it at least a year, so I will stick it out. Thanks for the love.