Lack of Activity

The words that will be written in this blog unfortunately won't be motivating or helpful so I want to apologize in advance!

I'm finding it harder and harder to keep active and believe me it upsets me. I actually enjoy working on my websites, my You Tube channel and participating on wealthy affiliate but my activity is becoming scarce.

I started delivering for one of the courier delivery services as a temp,now I work for a contractor and I have to get up extremely early in the morning. Now there is something I must confess, my happy medium for getting up is 0930 - 1000 and if I get up any earlier then that it physically hurts. I'm tired in the morning and when I get off my body as well as my mind is exhausted.

This has kind of been an issue for me because of being tired and my eyes burning I can't seem to stay working at my computer for to long before I have to go lay down. Now maybe when peak season is over I can try to get all my work done on the weekends but I want to work on it every day. This is what I want to do for a living and I want nothing more then to get this working not only for a living but also for the pure enjoyment of it. I am tired of working just for money, I want to enjoy what I do for a living and wake up everyday with enthusiasm for what waits for me ahead.

Sometimes I wish I had some money saved and less debt so I can take some time off from a regular job to put all my time into building my business. Unfortunately that is not an option right now and I must keep pushing forward.

I am sure I'm not the only one who has this issue or feels the same way. Any advice on how to deal with it or any advice in general is always appreciated!

Just want to be successful at this...

Thanks,

Sal