Thank You for all that Snazzy! I needed that. And it drives us husbands mad when we see other "men" that can't see the strength, courage, and especially the beauty in y'all women! And I know she doesn't blame me, actually, she blamed her self! But I would like for this to do well enough to at least put us in a spot to where she would actually go on a vacation! It's been a decade at least since we went on one last! She always sales her vacation back to her dad each year so well have the money for a bill or something! Plus she runs the family business and is afraid that someone will mess her one of the customers or their products up! It would mean a lot to me to be able to give her a break! And hoping she will feel good about it too! Plus she's a sceptic about the money from online so it would also be awesome to blow her mind when we prove her wrong! Right?

Hi Shaun, I have read your profile and think what you are doing is amazing, because you have not quit being a the leader of your family. Be rest assured that I do not believe that your family thinks any less of you for what you have gone through, and especially your wife. She will feel you more than you think, and will keep it to herself, feeling guilty that it was not her that is not in your place. I know because my husband goes through great depression, and it is difficult for me as a wife to stand by and have to watch his agony in silence feeling his pain. However I tell him I love him not for what he did or gave me, but because I chose him. I also assure you that you have made the greatest choice of being part of this wider family. We are all hear to give you support to be able to support your lil family. Much blessings.