Broke, Busted, Disgusted!

byneilkasem

205 followers

Updated 5 years ago

Heve you been broken?

Every day is a challenge for me to get up and out of bed. I was born with cerebral palsy and after I broke my neck I live in chronic pain-little background info... It was very exciting for me to find WA at a very low point of my life. When I started Wealthy Afilliate I was healing from a major surgery, a second broke neck and I had good results afterward, right away the migraines stopped... I figured by now the 4 levels of cervical fusion would be healed enough by now. I was hoping to avoid a second surgery that would pull out all the old hardware from the back of my neck, which is risky and takes more effort to take care of the wound. This would have been the next step to help me move neck and shoulder without a nerve and bones stabbing and catching on this old hardware. The tearing, popping, and cracking is daily, I really have a war in my body- the pains I feel send a clear message that you can't get up and keep trying!

I want people to know that even when it's hard to get up and handle any business online there's still hope! I only made a few sales through a PPC campaign and enjoyed that glimpse of what SEO can do over time. Even though I joined WA in the Fall I was really limited physically so I went through all the training soaking it in until I was miserable! I told my wife if I didn't start putting it into action I was gonna explode, so this January I would write a little at a time-typing is my biggest challenge because of the pain! But I had more pain in my spirit man from the hunger AND THE WANT TO! Just working on the framework wasn't enough anymore! I had to get started with content writing. I really could have used the extra income and drove myself hard! Every word I type hurts-not whining, it's just a fact.....

It's been hard but I have 5 or so post on my website that I'm thankful for it but it's hard to keep going. Anger or frustration can be used for good, when you walk in love, it can keep you from being afraid of failing. I say this during a time when a second surgery is going to have to wait because of this health crisis, with that said I'm thankful for all the WA family. I'm glad I kept going and If you are struggling in your mind and body don't throw in the towel yet. You never know what the future holds but I know the God that holds everyone's future. And we need to learn to be flexable these last days. I don't know why I even wrote this. If it can encourage just one person it'll be worth it! I know you guys blogs are encouraging to me so I wanted to try and pay it forward!