Let's Get to Work.

byMrsInterwebs

476 followers

6 years ago

Hello, Everyone!

So here I am. 3rd time's the charm, right?

Well, Same time every year, I just can't help but come right back again to try again.

No, I may not be the most intelligent person on this planet, but believe you, me!!..

I WILL get it eventually.

On my own pace.

I'll effing bet you one thing, though, I wont stop until I have my gorgeous little man (My Son) with me, and to do that, I've GOT to make the money to pay an attorney. Persistance? Maybe.

Maybe Patience. Time to build years of incriminating evidence, and incredible references on my end, when it comes to being mom, I Will NEVER Stop, and it's downright Criminal that I have to bare the guilt for both his father and his new wife.

Ugh. Sorry. LONG Story, lots of passion though. I'm Ready to take it all on this year, bitches. Representing MYSELF. Uh yeah right... I'm serious. I won my first/only divorce that exact way. Against an Airforce Attorney, mind you.

I guess where this is going is that SURE, My personal life has been INSANE, UNJUST, UNFAIR, and every loving mothers nightmare? Well, Lets just say I've been living just that. My worst nightmare did come true. And it's the worst pain any parent can ever even imagine, and then some. I promise. I've survived 12 sickeningly traumatic suicide attempts since then, yeah it's horrible when I count.

What I mean is I can't stop believing that there's a reason for everything, and if I wasn't strong enough, I wouldn't have made it this far. I've been dealt some crap cards, and I Hoped maybe just once, money would finally just fall on me after so much pain and torment. Life's UNFAIR. Life IS SURVIVING.

I Am Surviving.

I am kind of a badass in the department of kicking butt. BECAUSE:...

I'm NOT unhappy! :D I wouldn't have put up a fight at all in my life, and for that, I thank them for. If I didn't stand up and fight, No one else would have, and trust me, he's a sex offender, Long story short, not a good story to even talk about in any casual setting.. but it's who I am.

The most Powerful Weapon is the Human Soul on Fire.

And with that,

I'm going to leave you all with that gigantic mess of a rant. Lol. Please don't hate on my first blog too bad. I'm just a very open person. What you... read.. is what you get?? Yeeeah. Lol. I'm just happy I still feel true genuine happy inspirational cheer.. Heck, I'm just GLAD I'm ALIVE ! SOMEHOW! LOL!

I'm effing awesome, I know..

It's all about how you look at it.

What I can control right now? Not a single thing but how I react, right?

Nice to meet you, My name is Controlled. Nice to meet you, I'm going to smoke on my marijuana and read this tomorrow with a smile on my face either way..Why?

Well, I'll be stoned then too, because I effing hate getting too emotional about it. You would too, don't even act like you wouldn't LOL. I know better.

OKOKOKOK First Blog DONE.

Beware, I WILL be back. ;)

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