My journey here- it has been over a month now

byMartinaStar

140 followers

6 years ago

I have a feeling I have been here for something like a month now! It has been a great journey and I feel I have grown with that.

My first website feels like my baby. It is growing and I do so with it.

Alongside this journey my emotions and feelings are coming up. Being a premium member with big trust and enthusiasm paying for 6 months in advance I now feel that I could have taken it slowly.

Yes, a bit of regret there and guilt,shame,... why don't I give myself that one step at a time option. It's not a first time I jump into something lately, so I am healing that in me. It's time to grow up! I am feeling to myself kindly and taking lesson. I have had a bit of issue not allowing myself to be an adult. Well when I was a child Once I remember, somehow I made myself a promise that I will never be like 'them'. I just didn't feel it's cool to be an adult.

Anyway the website is coming together and I am learning with it: Slowly tuning to feeling how to serve others with my content and that is a great pleasure.

It's a real journey and I hope for getting indexed soon as well as being that new age heartful and authentic adult I am cultivating in me.