Pushing forward!

I'm a very loving person with a very big,loving heart!Jesus is my everything he comes first!He's the savior for everyone!Everyone has their own beliefs or opinions but I wish that all would know and follow him!........................................................................................I've told you all that I was thrown from the back of a truck in 2006.I never went into details of what actually happened but I was on drugs at the time.Was on them for a very long time because I used that as a coping mechanism.All I was doing was hurting myself more! I've had a hard life growing up and as a little girl was was having anxiety attacks.I'd beg my mom ,"please don't let me die!" I had them quite often and sometimes would blackout!My mom took me to the hospital to find out what was going on but then they didn't know and told her that I was near about allergic to everything including dust...............................................I'm hear to tell you to be careful what you say because it may come back to slap you in the face because at the time my brother was a dealer and wouldn't sell to me .I told him before leaving that I didn't care whether he seen me again or not!That's when I left to go get something.Well,I had been drinking and did make it to another dealers house but he was out of what I wanted and there were some guys there going somewhere else to get some for theirselves so, I asked if I could ride and they said yes that I would have to sit in the back of the truck.I left my car there and did...........................................................................................................................................I woke up in the hospital and knew that something was wrong because I could see the machines and not knowing what happened.I could feel the wires connected to me and tried moving my legs.I could move them so I thought I was able to walk and had to use the bathroom.I tried to get out of bed and walk there only to fall on the hard hospital floor.I had to try and holler for help but couldn't. I had to push a button for help...............................I had been missing for a few days when my family finally found out that I might be in the hospital.They had called different hospitals to find out that one had a Jane Doe in it.They went there to see if it was me and had identified me by the homemade tattoo my brother had given me.I was swollen up and black and blue from head to toe!............................................................................................................................I had to learn to walk,talk and eat again! I was listed as a Jane Doe because my identification card had been stolen!Also, my car was from the place I left it!Before the guys I was riding with even called to get me help they called one of their father's to get him there to say that he was the one driving.I lost 6 pints of blood and was airlifted to the hospital.They had been drinking also and didn't want to get in trouble!The story was told that a deer ran out in front of them and they hit a tree!...........................................................................................Jesus is my savior and let me live!I have tremendous scarring!Blessed to even know who I am or have any memory at all! I would love to be an inspiration to others and help bring them closer to Jesus Christ! May,God bless all! Love to all! Ps, remember, What doesn't break you,makes you! What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!