Pushing forward!

Last Update: December 10, 2017

I'm a very loving person with a very big,loving heart!Jesus is my everything he comes first!He's the savior for everyone!Everyone has their own beliefs or opinions but I wish that all would know and follow him!........................................................................................I've told you all that I was thrown from the back of a truck in 2006.I never went into details of what actually happened but I was on drugs at the time.Was on them for a very long time because I used that as a coping mechanism.All I was doing was hurting myself more! I've had a hard life growing up and as a little girl was was having anxiety attacks.I'd beg my mom ,"please don't let me die!" I had them quite often and sometimes would blackout!My mom took me to the hospital to find out what was going on but then they didn't know and told her that I was near about allergic to everything including dust...............................................I'm hear to tell you to be careful what you say because it may come back to slap you in the face because at the time my brother was a dealer and wouldn't sell to me .I told him before leaving that I didn't care whether he seen me again or not!That's when I left to go get something.Well,I had been drinking and did make it to another dealers house but he was out of what I wanted and there were some guys there going somewhere else to get some for theirselves so, I asked if I could ride and they said yes that I would have to sit in the back of the truck.I left my car there and did...........................................................................................................................................I woke up in the hospital and knew that something was wrong because I could see the machines and not knowing what happened.I could feel the wires connected to me and tried moving my legs.I could move them so I thought I was able to walk and had to use the bathroom.I tried to get out of bed and walk there only to fall on the hard hospital floor.I had to try and holler for help but couldn't. I had to push a button for help...............................I had been missing for a few days when my family finally found out that I might be in the hospital.They had called different hospitals to find out that one had a Jane Doe in it.They went there to see if it was me and had identified me by the homemade tattoo my brother had given me.I was swollen up and black and blue from head to toe!............................................................................................................................I had to learn to walk,talk and eat again! I was listed as a Jane Doe because my identification card had been stolen!Also, my car was from the place I left it!Before the guys I was riding with even called to get me help they called one of their father's to get him there to say that he was the one driving.I lost 6 pints of blood and was airlifted to the hospital.They had been drinking also and didn't want to get in trouble!The story was told that a deer ran out in front of them and they hit a tree!...........................................................................................Jesus is my savior and let me live!I have tremendous scarring!Blessed to even know who I am or have any memory at all! I would love to be an inspiration to others and help bring them closer to Jesus Christ! May,God bless all! Love to all! Ps, remember, What doesn't break you,makes you! What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!

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subcpo14 Premium
Lisa, a wonderful post and we are all the snap of the fingers away from life-altering events. Jay
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LisaMcCullo1 Premium
Thank you!
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FTurner8032 Premium
LIsa, what a great post. It is difficult for most everyone to say much of anything about themselves let alone go to the depths of what you have done here.

Bearing your soul like you have done here is very commendable and there are few in this world that have the courage and the ability to do this.

You are correct about how God works in our lives. He is our guide, our strength, our direction, our hope and our Savior.

"We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength."

All you have to do is the possible so God can do the impossible. You can do this. Many others have done this before you and you can as well.

Keep up the writing, you are doing a great job. NEVER give up because giving up is the only way that you will surely fail. As long as you are working, trying, doing all you can to keep moving forward you have a good chance to get to where you want to go.
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brichnow21 Premium Plus
Day 1 , Frank!...great, to see, you, making the rounds...
Barb
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LisaMcCullo1 Premium
I really enjoyed this!
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brichnow21 Premium Plus
What, a great, Job, Lisa!! I knew, it!!...This, is the biggest step, in emotional, healing...We all, screw up...but, do we change the behavior??? Bam...another, wall...eventually, if one's lucky!!
You've been given another chance, at life!!
Please, label each day!! This, was, last nights...first ,night of challenge?? God's, leading this parade!!
God, bless, you, Lisa!!
You, rock!!
Barb
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LisaMcCullo1 Premium
Yes, he is!I told you that it would explain in more detail of what happened to me.There's more to it than that!
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brichnow21 Premium Plus
As, I recall...I, can't write....was the problem!! LOL
Barb
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LisaMcCullo1 Premium
No, I said I'm not a good writer and my spelling is not 100%. I'm getting ready for bed because I've already had to call my computer tech and he got me on my site but it has happened to me again where I'm not able to log into it.This keeps happening and the support here isn't very helpful by telling me to do screenshots and all! I'm frustrated because it's wearing me down to keep experiencing this!
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brichnow21 Premium Plus
It's called, God, doing for you, what you couldn't do for yourself...go to bed!!!
Barb
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JeannineC Premium
Wow, that's quite the story. So glad you survived all that to be with us today. May things be much easier for you from now one.
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LisaMcCullo1 Premium
Thank you!
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brichnow21 Premium Plus
first, day challenge!!
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