Apologies and Excuses

byjoshuaschwas

114 followers

8 years ago

I apologize for the length of time that has passed since I last wrote. I didnt account for the fact that I have managed to spread myself way too thin, got lost and started feeling burnt and burnt out.

My "Apology an Excuse." It's kinda funny how most of us feel the need to put an explanation or shall I say excuse with an apology then some of us feel no need what so ever because really who cares? And see that’s the thing I really do care because, well let’s face it. I want to be liked. Not just for personal gain but because I want to be able to be open and honest to my readers/followers. It’s important that I build trust so that you know that what ever I write, recommend , review, and give advice. That its real, legit, and comes from the heart. I'm not perfect. I'm only human.

With that, my extended apology comes my extended excuse. So Im on my own personal quest on my idea of the good life. Believe me. I am far from that reality. Don't get me wrong. There are many aspects of my life that have been pretty good. It just hasnt stuck on a premanent daily basis. Once it does then I will have achieved "The Good Life". In my own eyes.

Now my absence was mainly due to fears. Honestly I think I'm afraid to really get in there and concentrate on one single task because I'm afraid to fail. So what do I do? I surround myself with a million things that appear to be doing well or ok. Just to shield the risks I'm taking trying something new in hopes that if I do fail no one will see it. But I forgot that was one of the main purposes of starting my blog site. To share my journey. And this is what I’m doing. So please accept my "Apology and Excuses"

Much Love And Respect with many Thanks

Joshua