Law Of Attraction or Coincidence?

Hi all. My name's Joe and I suffer from Social Anxiety. One to one interaction is fine but I tend to withdraw when I'm amongst 2 or more people. Have always been in full-time work however it is very draining mentally. My anxiety is a by-product of a low self esteem.
Two days ago I was close to having a nervous break down on the job I just wanted to walk out and quit. Because I distance myself it's no wonder that I get isolated. True, I agree that it is of my own doing as it serves a purpose of self preservation (sort of. lol)
Anyways I sat in my car and was close to tears. The words "give up" came to mind and was swiftly disposed of. I have loved ones that I don't want to hurt. (side note: I'm single too;P hehe)
Back to my moment of yearning for a solution my heart cried out for a cash injection of $10,000. 00 as security to cover my expenses so I can quit my job with out me having to (1). buy a lottery ticket (2). make a loan (3).work a second job (4). rob a bank, and (5). save out of my minimum wage that would take 2 years at $100. 00 a week.
If you're familiar with the "Law Of Attraction" well this story of how I came to arrive at Wealthy Affiliate is LOA in effect!
Part of my daily ritual when I get home from work is check for messages. My gmail account was spam free until 2 days ago. This particular account was strictly business, family and friends. I do not recall signing up for anything of this nature. What surprised was I had in my inbox a message from a K Thompson. Title was "Private Invitation" I open and immediately the words within the message, a paragraph into it jump out at me "You could earn up to $10,000. 00 a month!"
Too good to be true I search with due diligence this K Thompson. He seems legit however I'm not sure what he's about. I add to cart his program then with disappointment discover the price is out of reach. It would take 2 and a half months to save that amount.
I search for others and they all claim ridiculously large sums of money. A youtube clip directs me to Empower Network. EN sounds too good to be true I search reviews and read that it's a scam. This blogger then recommends WA and lists reason why and I was a sucker that is now typing this testimony that you're reading. In hindsight I now assume that blogger was a member of WA promoting this awesome community,
Some may call me naïve but I have faith in this system. I trust that it will help me find the security and freedom I desire.