Just wanted to find some peace.

byGingerbaby

307 followers

9 years ago

My blog this time is finding peace with in yourself. As I told you before I work at a Nursing home and the last day, I worked I was grieved; but two more of my residence passing away, that I care for, over 7 years and they where my family. But to top that off there was a family man at work, that was very rude and nasty with me. Now I am a very strong women, but this guy disrespected me so bad that, I have been crying ever since. Every time I think about how he treated me. And he also did it in front of my boss who just walked away from the situation and said nothing. He did not ask why this guy was telling me, that I was not allowed to take care of his mom and not to be around her. Because I had an attitude issue and he was going to write me up. The thing was, I did not stop doing my job, just to retrieve some yogurt that he could have got himself in the main dining room of our floor. And making a comment (like are you serious under my breath) I know I know I some times have a big mouth. But that does not give anyone the right to treat another human like that. All because I am a women and I am sorry to say this and (I am not prejudice.) Because I like all different kinds of people no matter what culture they come from. But I am saying this just because in his culture (East- Indian culture) he may treat, the women in his life like they are objects to tear them down. Where does he get off, tearing down this Canadian Born and Raised Girl. Who just likes to stand up to people who bully her, and disrespects her just because she is a women. It does not give any man the right to do theses things. So the next thing I did was go and inform the RN and the two other ladies about the situation and I also told them, I quit because I do not have a boss that has the balls to stand up for his employees. Just because he does not want to loss the funds that the family member pays for the company. My husband does not even talk to me in that manner. I have not even told him about it because I already know what he will say`` DID YOU WRITE IT DOWN.`

When I left work I sat at the c-train station with tears rolling down my face and wrote down everything that happened and every word that was said between the two of us. Even writing about it know is making me tear up and it`s the day after everything happened. But guess what I did not lose my job I still have it, because they kept phoning me for shifts. LOL. I also wrote a letter to my boss explaining my side of what happened and also to his boss and I will be dealing with that tomorrow.

But anyway. My Therapy is writing things down and then expressing how things of the day has effected me. I visualize how I could of handled things differently, but did not like that visualization because I would have had to stop doing my job, that I was doing for my other 27 residence and cater to this man`s demands and run down to get this yogurt, like a dutiful women. No that was not going to work. So I meditated and had incense burning, that lifted my spirits some what. Then took a much needed walk and had a really good sleep.

This morning I woke up refreshed and ready to start my day. Thank God I could stay at home.

I will apologize to anyone who I have offended by my true honesty. But Like I said; I like all different cultures and I was taught to respect everyone that crossed my path.People are what this world we live in better for each of us. Like John Lennon said in a song GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!!!!