When the Spark Fades

byFootFalcon

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3 weeks ago

When the Spark Fades

He didn’t mean to let the spark fade. It just sort of… happened. One slow morning at a time. The TV became background noise, then a companion. Days blurred into evenings, and the plans he once whispered to himself before sleep started sounding more like fairytales than goals.

He used to talk about building something, something that mattered. But lately, even his hobbies felt like too much. The guitar gathered dust. Books sat unopened. He told himself he was tired, but deep down, he knew it was something else.

Comfort has a way of wrapping around you so gently you don’t even realize you’ve stopped moving.

He wasn’t unhappy, exactly. Just… quiet inside. The kind of quiet that creeps in when you stop asking questions. When you stop wondering what else might be out there. He still laughed at the right moments, nodded when people talked about “living with purpose,” but inside, there was a dull ache he couldn’t name.

Sometimes he caught a glimpse of it, like when a kid raced past him on a skateboard, wild and fearless. Or when he heard a song that used to make him dream. In those moments, something inside him stirred, like a long-lost part of himself trying to come up for air.

But then the moment would pass. He’d go back to his routines. Back to the couch. Back to the safe little world that never asked too much of him.

Until one morning, it shifted. Not big. Just enough. He woke up before the alarm and sat at the edge of the bed, staring at the floor. And instead of reaching for the remote, he reached for his shoes.

The air outside was cooler than he expected. Crisp, with that early morning stillness that makes the world feel full of possibility. He didn’t have a plan. Just a need to move. To remind himself he was still here.

As he walked, the rhythm of his footsteps felt unfamiliar, like learning his own life again. And maybe that’s what it was. Not a transformation. Not a breakthrough. Just a beginning. The quiet kind that doesn’t make headlines but makes all the difference.

He didn’t know where it would lead. But for the first time in a long time, he wasn’t waiting for magic. He was becoming it.

He started showing up for himself in small ways. Five quiet minutes with his coffee before the world stirred. A notebook left open on the kitchen table, just in case a thought worth keeping found its way to him. The guitar, once forgotten, was gently restrung. No pressure. Just curiosity.

Some days he slipped. The couch still called. Old habits didn’t vanish overnight. But something had shifted in him. A sense that his life didn’t have to be spectacular to be meaningful, it just had to be lived with his eyes open.

And that was enough to keep going.

He noticed things now. The way the morning light curved through the blinds. The sound of birds he’d tuned out for years. The cashier who always smiled, even when no one smiled back. Life had texture again, not dramatic, not loud, but present.

He wasn’t chasing success anymore, or waiting for permission to begin. He was just… waking up. From years of drift. From the lie that comfort was the same as peace.

And as he kept walking, through his days, his thoughts, his own slow return,he realized something quietly profound: the habits that stole his spark hadn’t been villains. Just shadows. And all he ever needed was the courage to turn toward the light.

Maybe you’ve felt it too, that quiet fading, the slow slip into routine. If you have, this isn’t a call to hustle or fix everything overnight. It’s just a reminder: the light in you isn’t gone. It’s waiting. Sometimes, all it takes is one honest morning. One small move. One step back toward yourself.

By Rodney Wilson