End of course two, such mixed emotions!
So, I HAVE JUST COMPLETED COURSE TWO!!
I have mixed emotions at this point, frustration and excitement.. let me explain.
My idea of a good life is having the freedom and flexibility to make my own choices. To be able chose who I spend my days with, where we go, what we do. I want to expeience as much of this amazing world as possible, and I am all too aware that time is limited, but we are still living in such an old fashioned society that, until now, i have found no real way of being able to do that.
I am 31 now, I had a rough time at school and ended up falling into a job I hated, with no real prospects.
As I moved into my early 20's, social media was coming to the forefront and I started to see my peers go on to do so many things that I felt were never going to be in my reach. Although I worked incredibly hard, i was wondering around like a lost puppy, not knowing what direction I needed to take - or even wanted to take!
For the past few years I have endlessly searched for a way to be able to change my life and make it my own. To find something that I truly enjoy and want to get out of bed for everyday. Something that would enable me to experience all that this world has to offer.
I have had two (unsatisfactory) career changes that led to even more feelings of stress and anxiety, and it wasn't until recently, whilst (signed off work with stress) desperately searching the internet for a way to change my situation, that I found it.
I am hooked on this training, the exercises that it allows you to do and what i have acheived through partaking in it! It is amazing. Even though i am not yet making any money from it, i wish i could do it full time already! I can see there is so much potential, if i could just get to spend more time on it !!
WA has every ingredient to make all my dreams come true.. I can work from my home, in my own time, I can answer to nobody, I can travel, I can make my own agenda and build my own fortune, no stress, no pressure... SO EXCITED!!
But right now i still have to get out of bed and go to my rubbish job, haha! A job I have no heart in and that creates nothing but obstacles in my life and the way I wish to live it. And between that, my commute, my home responsibilties and my second job, as well as spending time with my amazing fiancee and family and friends, I can't get to this community half as much as I want to!! SO FRUSTRATED!!
But I will not give up. It will be slow and it will feel painful, but I am determined that this is the life for me. There IS better out there, i have FINALLY found it and I am going to work my tits off until can finally own my own business and my own life.
Thank you Kyle and Carson for showing me the way. I will get there.
Courteney
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Nice post. I too just finished Phase 2. ( I am just finalizing my blog task actually).
There is nothing else like WA and even though I am not making any $$$ from it yet, I know it’s coming.
Best wishes on your continued good work.
Rick
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oh em gee...i am going through similar situation here except that my other job is being a stay athome mom and it does get so frustrating to not be able to spend the time that we would want to spend working on making our dreams come true!! aka personal brand slash business here on WA. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELINGS. Me on the other hand I want everything that you've mentioned in your post especially the freedom that comes with having your own online business and also work for nobody else for the rest of my life to be able to take care of my kids, be with them, travel with them, give them the best possible education and at the same time be their only provider .....(sigh) so yess I get what youre saying..were in this together!!!!we can do this I know I can and I know that I can be my worse enemy sometimes because its hard to believe in myself when things get in the way causing all this chaos and challenges in MYhead BUT WE CANT GIVE UP!! AND LIKE YOU SAID IT IS GOING TO BE TOUGH, DRAINING, EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY DRAINING BUT IT IS POSSIBLE ... STAY STRONG COURTNEY!
Bless you. Thank you for that.
It sounds like you have it even tougher than me, I take my hat off to all mums, that is one big job/responsibility!
But you want to do right by them and it sounds to me like you are doing all you can. Keep going and I hope all the rewards come flying in soon!
Courteney
THANK YOU BLESS U2....AND yes all of us have our challenges in our own different way! BUT.... I KNOW WE WILL GET THERE SOONER OR LATER!!