My Gift From God

Thank you for the support, I will lean heavily because I need to but when you need to lean on someone, please consider me because I owe you all so much and I have the upmost in respect and love for each and every one of you. Something I leave out way too often is what we owe our beautiful little fur babies. They are the ones that made us strong and loving and the truth is I have never met a cat I didn't love. I will never forget a tiny little kitten so horribly injured that I saw at Vet hospital and no one was in the exam room with him so I went in and sat down next to his enclosure. He saw me and on the one and a half legs he had left he dragged himself over to me and made eye contact with me and I began stroking his tiny head and from that second we never lost physical or emotional contact with each other. The Vet came in and gave him a pain shot and explained that the little guy had to go to kitty heaven. He let me have about a half hour alone with this total stranger kitty. That tiny little being was the bravest animal no matter how big or small I have ever been around and all he ask from me was to maintain eye contact. The time came to end his excrusiating pain. The Vet put him in my hands and we never lost eye contact. The Vet gave him the final shot, I looked in his eyes and then I felt him slightly squeeze my fingers until his eyes closed. I took him home and buried him so deep nothing could dig him up. I've never felt closer to God in my life.