Game. On!

byCarmenRoark

245 followers

8 years ago

????When I started this journey , I was terrified. I didn't know it then, but I recognize it now. I was terrified "What if this doesn't work?" "What if I put myself out there on Facebook and the internet and people laugh? Or I fail? Or people judge me? What if I can't do the work needed?"

Yup. I lived for the ridiculous goal of pleasing others instead of God & myself! ????????
I also lived without integrity. My "yes" wasn't "yes." And you know what? I got tired of not counting on me. I got tired of not doing what I said. Of coming up with excuses. Of going back on my word. Because THAT was #fear and #darkness winning.

So I had the choice. To choose to be different. One day at a time. To choose Life and Truth over that other junk. I knew it wouldn't be easy, but it's been worth it.

My marriage has grown.. My faith has exploded. I'm a deeper person. I listen more. I work on my ish. I own where I am, and I love where I'm going.

And I'm taking as many people with me who are ready to do that type of work. To reap those ????? benefits. But I don't want everyone. This isn't for everyone. It wasn't for the woman I was. But it IS for the woman I am. And the one He's making me into. That, my friends, is #freedom and #hope.

Game. On.

Thanks for all that have helped me along the way.

Carmen