It Is Complete

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5 years ago

Good evening to all. I am at a big relief right now. I had started a web page with my niche that was a great one for me and I knew exactly what I wanted on it and how it was supposed to look. Four days and long nights I had nothing to show for it. I was so overwhelmed I wanted to throw my computer off the balcony. You can see I didn't because I'm writing this Blog now. Between taking my son to school and picking him up I was spending 14 plus hours looking at this computer wondering what I was doing wrong. So I did what I normally do and set it aside and started something totally different. Not sure if that was a good thing or bad thing but there went the rest of my waking hours searching my soul asking myself what it was I really wanted to do. and it was a lot more work and I wanted it to be perfect as well. I decided to make another site yeah I said it another one when I haven't even finished the first one. I have to say one thing I'm glad I did. Now my only thing is, am I doing it right am I going to be good at what I'm venturing out to do. Then I realized who cares if I am what others think of it and all does not concern me at all. Fair enough that you are probably wondering what is this crazy woman talking about. I designed the other web page and got it complete to a point where it is up and running. It is BeachBumSoulSurfer. It is a website for me and about me. My Blogs and they are non-specific. My full complete story is on it and my two rants or thoughts are as well. Including a mini video I made and other pictures of mine. It is my therapy website for me. I as my son are both dyslexic as I said in my bio. So doing a Blog site was to me the most retarded thing to do for me. Because I can't spell and I can't grasp the concept of some Blogs I have seen. But just lately I have been writing and writing and I don't want to stop. I read the Blogs I posted and still to me thy are retarded and make me laugh so I think I'm doing something right. I can be serious but I rather put a smile on my face. As my boyfriend tells me daily " If I haven't made you roll your eye and giggle a bit every day I'm not doing my job and things need to change. " As I was writing today for it I in fact shook my head rolled my eyes and told him thank you. I have not set anything else up with the site no Affiliates or anything yet because that's where I don't know where to start again. Because I am not going to have a specific type of Blog I'm not sure what to do. that's not got me so worried though because I am having a great deal of enjoyment just writing and if anyone ever reads it great that's awesome, but if I never get anywhere but where I'm at today with it I see myself as a winner. One I have started something and I have finished it as well. Two I have never felt this comfortable spilling my guts to the world to read. It has given me a sense of peace with my past that I have been searching for inside of me for the past 19 years. And today was the day I found it hiding in this web page that I got to design for myself. I truly appreciate all the encouragement I have gotten from all of you in this amazing community. If it wasn't for that I probably would have given up long ago. Now and for the next 7 hours it is bed time for me. Before I go I want to ask one question and really not a question a request more like. To all the Men and women that decided to do a Blog site can you please give me some tips or hints of what I am doing. Like is a blog supposed to be a certain length do I have to stay with one subject how do I go about looking into the affiliate stuff. I am very new to this Blog stuff hell just writing alone so it would be so appreciated and most helpful for me. Thank you and I will be back here and there tomorrow for sure. To all a good night or a good morning .

Soul's surfing waiting for me to come home;

BeachBum SoulSurfer

Mariah Long