Ugh! i'm sick

byAthenaS1

139 followers

6 years ago

I want to call in; But wait. I can't, I'm the boss. Though I have a boss above me, I can't, it goes against my grain.

Am I contagious? No. Do others have it? More than likely. The diagnosis is in! I have SE-MMB.

Sunday Evening-Monday Morning Blues. The knots are forming in my stomach as the night wains on. The thought of an hour drive and then spending all day in town and driving back again. Spending between 11 and 12 hours a day (if I don't have to run personal errands) away from my home, my computer, WA, and my website. Here is where I long to be.

I'm also torn in half it seems.

I get to get up. I get to drive my car, I have a house to live in. I have food to eat, and my list can go on and it's because I have a job. So I must say that I am so thankful for that, I truly am.

And on the other side; I long for the day I can give my notice and start working full time on my websites. Driving to town only to run errands. Visiting loved ones and taking my computer/work with me. I spend hours and days working on this. I go over the videos again and again trying to learn. Writing, learning to write better. I love it!! I love this! It's all I can think of! I have lists made of all the posts I want to write. I wake up in the night wanting to grab my computer and get to work. I know I have much to learn. But I'm anxious to learn it. I want to do this! I will do this!

So for now I bid you a good evening, a good night, and I'll see you all tomorrow night.

Sweet Dreams!