Confusion Of Many Emotional Feelings

byAnnbreal

148 followers

7 years ago

The image above shows what I'm feeling this week because one minute I'm upbeat and motivated. Then as soon I start getting some progress done I feel either confused, angry, or mad. I tend to get this way because all my goals and dreams stay in the back of my mind. I could never get good nights sleep for about twenty years, that's why I'm usually up and moving by 5:00 a.m every morning.

The sad part comes in trying to make every domain, app or whatever digital product that I brought work for what I'm doing here at Wealthy Affiliate. It's frustrating trying to transfer domains that I have and the host tells me that I haven't had it long enough to transfer. I tried to do this with 2 sites I have had for a while, but doing so I lost those sites somewhere and everything that I worked so hard to get might be lost. They were whole websites that all I had to do is figure out the templates and what I'm doing here, learning about SEO and how to do articles correctly to keep from paying someone else.

Happiness set in today for a while because one website that I want to transfer, I finally learned how to download apps into my FTP of my domain. Now it's just figuring out everything else. I know I'm not alone in this when I read so many other's hardship in learning how to be tech when your background is in something else. I strive for the advancement here because it gives me peace and happiness and I might have still been confuses about the FTP. Also, with all the positive vibes here it keeps me on my toes.

Confusion sets in when I need to allow my W. A family to give feedback to a website that I haven't put a template on yet because I'm not sure of what I want that site to end up looking like in the end. I read a post today where another member was thinking about changing his niche because of the domain name. After reading that I decided to work with the name, no matter if I knew much about it I can always learn. But as long as I keep staying positive I will get there.

Mad comes when I think about all the years I wasted on other stuff and hadn't learned even how to blog to make money. I had noticed it for years, all the Amazon affiliates blogging about the products I buy every year and earning a living from it. I always thought, why can't Anna do that it don't seem hard. So, I've been trying ever since to learn how to make a living from home.

So, now that this day if almost over I can say that I accomplished a blog post, 2 feedback, a couple of post to members and setting up email. These things give me a sense of accomplishment and I need to get back on tract to doing more than a few things a day here.