I am finally back
Hey guys. I am finally back.
I did not mean to take such a long break. Life really just got in the way and my increasing inaction was not helping the situation :(
Let's be real. In a perfect world, I would really like to constantly be positive and happy but sometimes ,JUST SOMETIMES, you get knocked down, knock all the wind out of you and it takes just a little longer and little harder to get back up.
Also, you get a bit scared and it becomes really bad when it starts to spiral. All that negativity , as always, attracted even more negativity. Some days, the only reason I was able to get up and move was because I was still able to do so for my kids. To put them first and do so for them and forget about me for a bit. It had positive results so it felt good to forget about myself and you don't feel incline to remember yourself, your issues, the issues (people) that surround you.
But, this is what I did. I dragged myself back here and suddenly I was surrounded by people who had the same goal. The same positive attitude. The same willingness to inspire and spread positivism. I felt myself again and I felt glad to remember what I was and still am about.
This is a reminder once more to myself and to others who felt something similar :
Sometimes the smallest steps in the right direction ends up being the biggest steps of your life. Tip toe if you must, BUT TAKE THAT STEP!
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At least you have managed to pull yourself up and that is a major step when you are going through a personal crisis....
You are very right. It is like trying to wake up after having only an hour of sleep. Getting up is hard but once awake you are just able to plough through the day again!
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Such a good post - this is exactly the kind of thing I'm going through at the moment :)
Then here is me encouraging you to take that step! Even if that step is smiling to yourself in the mirror or saying 'The morning will start good and the day will end awesome!' It's all about getting the engines started!