the devils thug
by Meadose
How is your life, are you struggling? Almost like you've been cut with a knife somehow! I am living proof of having this raging addiction deep inside like a plague. Only I consider myself one of the lucky ones, who broke away although it took me years to fight these demons inside me I was the DEVILS thug. I came out of this dark shitty hole. And my life has turned around. So read this poem if you can relate? Ready!
Is the life you believe worth it living on the facts, or are you living in fiction? And are you living well or stuck in addiction. Can you save who you have become true to the heart, when you feel your life falling overboard though you long for that new start.
Circumstances have become you and you struggled the drink, when you look at your bottom that's when you sink.
If the drugs have brought you down where life has shown you no way back, look up to the clouds to find yourself fighting on the right track. Never deceive yourself and always try to treat yourself kind, all that good will in, you can eventually come back to your mind.
Drastic has always been the way of your old messed up your unfortunate life, drama you don't need it bleeds out your thoughts while lying in bed at night.
Taking charge of yourself I see is so worthy, and your will is with you here new born. So what do you do when your being is addictivley beating your body until your totally torn? We become strong with lessons of a certain street wise upbringing, the stars will never shine and they are definiately not singing!
Some of us will finally get up the strength to STAND TALL then brave, and the the water falls over like an over bearing tidal wave. Can you suddenly see your future or who you'll be as you grow? Sadly some peciously great people not alive anymore, so they will never know!
The DRINK and the DRUG has taken some friends to their knee's, as these CHEMICALS took over everyone else's needs. Family will heal their hearts never FORGET, even when they cry and wimper with all their regrets.
I have become to hate the disease of the drink and the drug, you have to decide Are you with your higherpower, or are you the devils thug!
Sincerely yours,
Meladose-AKA- The Vampire Ghost
I have to say this is one poem out of all the poems I wrote, this really hit home! Why? Because my higherpower at one time was lost, and I was the devils thug. I am proud to say i'm not living in the world of addiction, as well as proud of those I know well, followed the right track. It's not easy dealing with this addiction, there is no known cure, but can be controlled with help or a sponsor, enen good friends you can rely on, an talk/vent too. I want to thank the people that have shared my post! #Recovery #HealingFeelingDealing.
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Recent Comments
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nice job ! there aren't many people that will admit the addittion and I commend you for doing so .
It is well written take care
Brenda