Lesson 2 watched

byTubthumper

48 followers

12 years ago

I was a paying member here a few years ago. I had lots of dreams and visions of possibilities. I did nothing with the membership. I read the forum's a TONNE even printed stuff off but I don't think I even watched lesson 2 and I know I did not upload a pic or write a blog post.

I have a tendancy to over think the plan and find ways of being busy and active like I am pursuing my goal but still lose site of that goal. Even when I continued to develop the plan I would hit a point of doubt and analysis paralysis that added to my stalling and quitting. I can't even say I failed because I did nothing.

Growing up, I was a semi intelligent, hardworking, affable jock. Syntax was an, "error message" I read on the screen.

When I was here before I was an ER nurse working nights (still do) had a family (still do) Had a small business that was debt ridden but plodding along and then the economy changed and I eventually closed down the business d/t not being able to keep up with the repairs. The reality for me is, not much has changed in my external circumstance...but my inner game is better :).

Time to grow-up and get in "game shape: for a different type of game with different skills.

Thanks for the time and following me. I am blessed and humbled

Lesson 2 done...big breaths.

Peace,

Teddy