I sit here in my home, I have "thought's" (always dangerous for me) and I am sitting here in front of my computer and I am "thinking" (EVEN WORSE!) and now (Help Me please) I started "wondering".
Even Worse ... In the time taken to write the words above i have started "pondering" (or perhaps the Pondering was the start of this blog in the first place?)
'Pondering" (according to my definition of the word, is the end result of many "Thought's", much "Thinking " and sometimes random "Wondering" and in this particular case, this bloody "PONDER" is giving me a huge headache!
Yeah! (Crazy as I "might be"...Please don't tell me I am not crazy...as I will definitely believe you) , I am "thinking" many of us in the WA community (and lots of people outside of it) have done exactly the same thing as me tonight and have done so often.
So what are my Thought's? What am I thinking? What am I wondering about?
Why do I ask?
I feel a need to reach out to you all. I need your help and advice and guidance and reassurance. So any help, advice, guidance or reassurance you can give me is gratefully received and much appreciated.
To be to more to the point, I'm CONFUSED, I'm DISTRACTED and I'm also DETERMINED not to feel that way.
Hence this Blog.
Right now (in this moment of clarity and certainty...?) I see much opportunity, I believe I have WA community support behind me. My "thought's" are that I made a good investment to join this community and I am "thinking" it will be worthwhile, however I do much I "wonder" about outcomes in the future.
I do know (as a result of my life experience), that I cannot predict the future, however I have also learn't that people tend to "reap the rewards from their determined investment"... so I am going to continue on this "ADVENTURE"...this "VENTURE"...this "INVESTMENT" (of my time and hopes AND Aspirations) until I am no longer confused or doubtful about the way forward.
I hoping I'm not the classic statistical "outlier" in this WA community of seemingly like minded, driven, positive, high achieving people. I DON'T actually believe is the case, however (i.e That I am am statistical outlier) howeverI am relatively new to this community and I have Thought's, I am Thinking and I am Wondering.
Even though my thought's... are often confused with (both) doubts and certainty, I think... I am truly committed to my goals and aspirations. (however I wonder..., if I might be too ambitious and also unrealistic).
I'm not being negative here. I dream by day and night of the potential for a wonderful future. Just reaching out to the WA community.
All thought's, thinking and Wondering (even Pondering) welcome. Your combined experience, intellect and skills will help me and hopefully provide insight to others here in the WA community.
Just crazy some crazy thought's and some Wishful Thinking and confused Wondering!f
Big Apologies for my Pondering!