A Silent Screaming Determination
I am well into my 1st premium week, and I am more aware every day of how technically illiterate I am! Wow! trying to push past the embarrassment of not understanding the complexity of all this, and get to the focus of what my mission is, has forced me to ingest a different perception. I am determined to conquer the understanding of all this in order to offer information, options, and support for a subject so personally affecting in my life.
There is no easy way to "put it all out there". This dirty little secret... something that in the past was not addressed, talked about or dealt with. I am referring to abuse. An abuse so heinous that it prevents an innocent soul from growing and accepting the beauty in life. When a young evolving spirit experiences sexual abuse, it not only drains understanding, but guides a young person into a darkness of shame and humiliation that prevents the outreach necessary to heal.
Society has come along way in embracing this reality and finding individual ways of nurturing a healing process by first recognizing and validating these acts. My goal is to present through my website and affiliate programs options for those out there who feel they are alone in this swirling pit.
I struggle still, at the age of 50...but I plead with anyone reading who may be affected by this darkness, PLEASE know that this does not define who you are, or who God intends you to be. Power to prevail lies in faith and belief that you are meant to grow from this.
I'm not even sure where this is going to take me, but I feel that it is something i need to share.
If you are suffering in silence, I encourage you to reach out...to any of the services I've provided information to , to family and friends, to teachers or spiritual directors, or even me. Sometimes we just need an ear...to just hear ourselves vocalize our pain. PLEASE don't feel like you are alone, or that no one hears you... unfortunately there are many of us who can offer that embrace of understanding...
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Thank for sharing!. I been there so may times but with perseverance & having faith that God is always there to help me I had pulled through. I admire your courage & determination. You will be very blessed here I can see it in your future. Dont hesitate to contact me if you need anything.
Thank you so much! That is so encouraging... and I am sorry for your pain, as well! The very best in your journey!
I let it go long time ago & I found peace once I decided to forgive the persons that hurt me. Today I look at life thankfully through God's grace & my family that always had supported me in everything. Pain is in the past & I am more excited about the future!!
That is wonderful! I will hold you in prayer that you continue to rise above and be most forgiving by nature. That is how we heal, I believe! God speed to you!
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I appreciate you sharing this!
Thank you for your compassion..