Life is being life again.

byRTMills

161 followers

9 years ago

I've been working really hard on my site and my ideas and I felt really great about my progress the other day but..

My husband was laid off from one of his jobs recently and we are in a difficult financial position again. The additional income that we need isn't much, I've brought it in before doing transcriptions and odd online work but I want to stay focused on my website. The way I see it I have two choices:1. Go get a 'real job' right quick, or put all my time and effort into my old online work. OR 2. Continue putting all my time and love into my website and hope and wish and pray that it can make me a small income in a (somewhat) timely manner (like a couple months??).

I've been around long enough to know that I need to be responsible and make the sure money until we are in a better situation..but I keep wondering if it was meant to be this way to push me into finishing my sites and putting my all into it. I think this might be my opportunity to do the work I've always wanted to do..

So, I guess I'm just scared. I got a lot more pressure put on my success than I wanted, but I think that maybe just maybe I NEED that pressure to shine.