Pushing Through An Obstacle - The Test

byPinkieS

167 followers

5 years ago

Greetings!!!

After, logging off yesterday I honestly felt horrible. We had quite a bit of rain last week and we hardly ever get rain and never snow. I am in the sunny state of California. I doubt if most Californians even own an umbrella. First my throat was sore and then my body started aching which why I logged off last night. However, I got what I felt was a lot accomplished so I was OK with that.

Waking up this morning. I felt worst. I got the kids off to school and in my mind planned on being in the bed all day, but I had made a commitment to myself when starting this program. The commitment was to at least give time to training and the WA community minimum 2 hours per day. I want to get in a routine. I work better that way. I found myself up in bed all day and I have been excited about wealthy affiliate I was thinking about it in my sleep.

Little Voice Says- Get Up!

After drinking a medicine ball tea and sleeping. Dreaming of WA in my sleep. I would love to just lay here, but a little voice inside keeps telling me to get up. Nooo I don't want to I am finally comfortable, feel a little better but not ready to get up. In my mind I know I got to because if I start to let any little obstacle take me away it will become a pattern.

I sat up in bed and a few minutes later my legs are hanging over the bed. A few minutes after that I'm up getting some tea. My laptop is staring at me calling my name. I plug in my laptop cut it on. and login. In my mind I am sitting here thinking I wanna lay back down. There is more importance to the commitment I made to myself. As I logon and see all the messages, comments and continuous welcomes I get. This is also motivation.

I feel like I have a community behind me. This is like living in a house with lots of family and someone is always home. This obstacle today I can overcome. My commitment to putting time in I will honor. I'm up and feel like crap, but there is work to do. Thank you all for your continued support. I can do this.