I am what I am:

bypatcheslynn

113 followers

6 years ago

Spiritualality-Patches' Honesty

My family at Wealthy Affiliates:

Part of my Spirituality is honesty. I have not written or corresponded very well at all. When I first started a year ago, I was up every night working, loving it so it didn't feel like work. Then I had to stop. I signed up then again and my post have been still not so good. My honesty is that I have a mental health problem, as well as disabled. I broke my neck in 1992. And since then my health has declined. Yes, some might say poor baby, oh please... That's not what I've overcome. My Triumph is over Domestic Violence.

I am learning how to be Patches

As of January 2020, I have been separated from my husband of 27 years. After a severe fall in depression ( I am bipolar, manic depressive, last episode severe depression. P.T.S. D and Severe Anxiety, Insomnia) I have been trying to get to some semblance of normalcy as I can get. Little by little I am getting back to o.k.

The story is long but one day It will all be in writing.

Overcoming against all odds:

Nobody believed I finally did it. I told everyone just watch. You'll see what I can do and that was meant in such a soulful way. They knew it too. I walked away from every last thing in my life. I left one life and now I am stepping into another. Finally, learning how to be independent, free, and I have my children to thank. They told me hear truth and then they told me what I never thought anyone in my family would say. I did it. Unashamed, and finally done, I left with only a small bag my daughter picked me up with. Her sister, called her after everything just changed.

I am very well aware that some people can use this against me. That's o.k. but to the people that have followed along, who were there from the beginning, W.A. to all of you. Part of me says accountability is more important than vanity.

You cheered me on, you answered my questions, taught me the absolute best lessons, held my hand as I developed my website. You were there when I came back and got my sight back, then I was gone again. To you I am sorry. I started out with a dream and you were there as a part of that, I thank you so much. But I feel like I let us down somehow in your eyes.

I still have this dream. Even though everything in life has been thrown at me, my whole world just blown apart in a split-second. Healing and coming back stronger than ever, I believed you should know. I really have loved being with Wealthy Affiliates because of just who they are. A strong family that pushes the other forward. The differences we all have but then we have so much in common. I have found my family with W.A. I want you to know I WILL DO BETTER!

Walk along with me please as I go through recovery and healing while making my dreams come true. You had faith in me and it's my responsibility to be accountable to you and thank you for being a part in my life changing and I thank you. This has literally saved my life.

I am forever so grateful for you,

Patches Lynn Roland

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