I'm About To Defeat My Biggest Fear!
For a whole year, I've been scared of taking this decision. End of year last year I attempted and failed. I thought it wasn't for me. And that I wasn't strong enough to handle it. I thought of people judging me, and hating me. After my spiritual awakening in November, everything changed. I'm no longer the scared little Nomfundo.
I recently searched for my life purpose and found that my calling is changing people's lives. I asked God why I went through all the stuff I went through, and He told me that all that I've went through will give courage to people out there. I'm ready to tell people my story, I'm ready to let people know who the real Nomfundo is.
I'm Opening A YouTube Channel
Yes, you read that correctly. If you wonder why I was so scared to start a YouTube channel, you'll find out soon. What you see outside is not who I am. The happy, bubbly and confident Nomfundo is not who I am. I'm only 19 years of age. I've tried killing myself more than five times. I grew up without a father. I was told by my mom at the age of 11 that my own father tried to kill me. That almost destroyed my life. What I've told you is not even quarter of my story. I wish it all ended there.
October 2019 I tried to take my own life. And when I failed, that's when I realized that God wants me here. And until I take the right path- which is my life purpose, I'll always be stuck. So I'm coming out in the world. No matter what it takes, I need to tell people out there that there's still hope. If God saved my life so many times, He can save everybody else.
If You Want To Succeed In Life, Don't Expect The Support To Come From Your Hometown
Ever since I've started my online business, I've only gotten support from five people, out of 200 contacts I have. These are the same people I always put first before myself. The only support that's kept me going is from here Wealthy Affiliate Community. I've gotten private texts from people checking my success progress, up to others even paying for my membership here. 😔😭
I'm opening my YouTube channel end of February this year. And the reason why I'm announcing this here to you my family is because I know you guys have my back. I'd really appreciate all the support I could get. Whether it's likes, views or subscribes, it all counts.
Thanks a lot. I hope you guys are doing good. And that your year is going well. May God protect each and everyone of you with your families. Stay blessed.
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Nomfundo
Thanks for sharing. It sounds like you are on the correct path now. I believe in you and your success. I am certain that your YouTube channel will be a hit.
Be sure to send us all the link so we can follow it.
Much success in 2020!
Have a great day!
Tom
Hi Nomfundo, thanks for sharing this post, you have had to deal with a lot of challenges at such a young age, however, you have made it through so far, by not giving up,
You have so much to offer to the world as you grow older,
Facing your fears can be daunting, at any age,
You have made the right decision and I believe you will not only face your fears, you will conquer them.
I look forward to reading about your future, and the rewards
That WILL come with it,
All the very best.
Dave.
Hey Dave, thank you so much for such kind words. I'm highly grateful for your support, it's really great pleasure to be part of this community.
Thank you so much. Stay blessed.
Nomfundo - That is a heavy burden that you are carrying. I hope that you can put all you faith where it belongs and keep helping others as well as yourself. You need to build up your self esteem and you should be doing that with all the well earned achievements that have been noted for. Wishing you the best because you are one of the best.
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Hey, that is really touchy story. I am grateful that you have all the courage and the conviction that it is God behind all you are doing. Some of the words I have used from the Bible go like this...
"Anything is possible for every person who believes"
-Mark 9v23-
I may be reading this post later than January, but I believe you are now the voice on the YouTube channel.
Regards
Welcome Moeng