When I start asking myself why, I will read this.
So after a lot of research, tonnes of thinking, hours of soul searching and making a pain of myself on here by asking about a million questions, I finally decided to go premium!
So that's it now, no going back, time to work. Having done the starter training, I'm under no illuson as to how much this is going to take. I was one of those that heard about making money online, believed the hype that some other sites put out there and thought this was going to be an easy win. Now I realise It's going to be hard work and it's going to take time. The truth is I am scared..... what if I put all the work into it and fail? why oh why have I decided to do this?what if it all comes to nothing?
But this can never come to nothing. I was drawn here intially to make money, but the core of that motivation is to be able to give something of value to my son, if nothing else, that 'something' will be a lesson in determination, in taking a chance for the better, in going for the future with 100%, in facing your fears and not being scared of failure in the pursuit of success.
If I can teach him that, the why will be answered a million times over.