Totally frustrated
Yes- that is ME!! At this very moment. I am so frustrated. It just seems like every single time I turn around, I have been thrown a curve ball and completely swung and missed. UGH!! It is disheartening at times. I plan ahead, but things rarely happen as I plan them. I am at the mercy of the system due to the path of my life. I don't know about everyone, but most people, myself included, cannot afford $650/month/child for daycare. And because of the choices that I have made in my life, along with the choices of my family members, there's not any family that can help me out with 4 kids. I am also having to low key deal with their daddy's current state of mind, which is very touch and go to say the least. I am completely broke, have lost all furniture that I was lease to owning, and am on the docket for eviction coming up next week. SMH!!! I know I will be okay, no matter what, but this is very trying and hard. Plus the amount of time that I have been able to focus in this endeavor has been very limited and shared with the baby, doctor appointments, chiropractor visits, CPS investigations, CAC interviews, police reports and the job search in the meantime. I have to have the 9-5 order to be able to be successful on here. I have to be able to purchase a $15 domain, which is turning out to be tough for me. I did one of the $.99/ year ones, because that was what I can afford right now, and lo and behold, I can't update DNS name servers!! Surprise!! Not!
SPEAK POSITIVITY OVER YOUR SITUATION
So- I have recently had a new slogan, quote, cliche- whatever you want to call them- brought to my attention. I love it.
------To give up now, after you have come this far, is that same as flattening 3 tires because you had 1 blowout. -------
I will come through this. It might be overwhelming at times, because that it life. But, one thing I am sure of, it could be worse. People pray to have my kind of problems, as opposed to the ones they do have, I do not take any of the lessons that I am being taught for granted. And, I also am very blessed to be loved by God. And with that, I know there is a purpose and I am being refined. I pray that I don't miss a single thing that He is trying to teach me!! He doesn't promise to make it easy, He promises to make it possible!!
Recent Comments
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Praying for you ..just remember difficult road is often lead to Beautiful destination ! God bless! you will see your rainbow at the end !
Godspeed
Jenny
Hang in there. You get closer and closer to changing your situation by doing something everyday to progress your online business. It won't happen overnight but it will happen as long as you're consistent.
Yes, at times like this we need to be still and know that He is God, and we will be tried. Hang in there... I will be praying for you.
Clay
Hang on, nothing stays the same for long...good or bad.
Sending prayers your way.
KyleAnn