Hectic
That is a pretty accurate summary of my life, hectic. Mmm- I am still really fond of "Organized Chaos"! For example, just today, my 6 year old had to spend the day in ISS at school because of behavior issues that she has. I will tell you more about that in another post. Then, as we were getting home from getting my elementary kids, I get a call from my 8th grade boys principal that he has been in a fight on the bus and will now be in ISS on Monday!! SMH!! I will get on a soap box about that in another post as well. I want to continue to let you into me, my insights, and the things that I have experienced to get me to where I am today. Whether it was good pr bad, it taught me a lesson. Definitely had to learn some of the same stupid lessons more than once, as I am almost positive everyone has experienced at one point in their lives. And I am still learning daily. My life is blessed and full. My kids are happy and healthy, for the most part, as am I! My husband, on the other hand, from whom I have been separated for almost 2 years now, is having a complete and total breakdown. A monumentally bad, as in diagnosed on paper as schizophrenic psychotic, breakdown. My heart breaks for my children, primarily, as he is their father, and also for him. I have known that he was not mentally well for a very long time, however, he always found a way to avoid the black and white label for what he was suffering from, and because of that, I was the closest one to him for years, therefore, I was the problem, the target, and the victim of all sorts of horrible circumstances and situations. That is the sad reality of mental health disorders. The people who have the disorders suffer tremendously, but the sad truth is that their family members and the ones who love them suffer just as badly. Sometimes, I feel like we may suffer, more as loved ones of those who are afflicted. It has been particularly hard for me to finish this post. I guess partially because I am still trying to process this new life as well. I want so badly to just pick him up and fix him, but then I remember that I tried before and it literally almost cost me my life. I mean, not that I am without my diagnoses. I suffer with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and just generally being crazy. I do come with a disclaimer. LOL!! However, I have managed to retain some rational thought pattern. My ex- on the other hand, has not. It is heartbreaking on several levels and I am not real sure what the next steps are going to look like for any of us. My children are bound to be affected in more ways in the days, months and years to come.
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Hi Michelle, life can be challenging and looks like you have challenges aplenty.
On a positive note, you have decided to join WA change is on the horizon for you, get into the opportunity and create the change that will create new outcomes in your life.
Best wishes and take care.
Thank you for your words. I am a bit confused about all of this. I have tried to message Kyle and Jay Grumbs, however, when I attempt to put a title in the field, it brings up a bunch of training suggestions, no matter what I say- and there is no getting past it. My confusion is in that I have so many ideas to help, and each of them will be just as beneficial to the targeted audiences as the others. How do I decide which one to start with??
When you are trying to send a PM to another member that popup will pop up just look at the top right-hand corner just X it away and you should be good to go.
I see that you were introduced by Jay, sometimes it can be hard to contact folks we are all in different time zones so it can make it hard to connect straight away.
It can be hard to contact Kyle as you can imagine he is so busy.
I was just reading your bio and see that Kyle gave you some excellent advice and tips, he really knows his stuff.
When we first arrive the whole WA experience can be such a feel-good rush, our heads can be spinning, and the ideas will just be flowing like a babbling brook.
There will be plenty of time to explore all your ideas, the key, in the beginning, is to settle on one, and use the training to develop that idea along with your website.
So pick one that is all we need to begin and follow through. Online Entrepreneur Certification - Getting Started Level 1 It is one of those times in life where all we have to do is follow and implement what we learn, build a solid foundation and then expand from there.
Best wishes Michelle,
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Hi Michelle!
You certainly have your hands full, and I can see why you’re feeling scattered.
Don’t overwhelm yourself. Choose a quiet day when you are able to focus and start at the beginning. If you have to go over a lesson more than once before it “clicks” that’s ok, I know I did. You can ask questions in the live chat that is always going on.
I wish you all the best.
KyleAnn