Struggling
First, I want to say that I am not giving up. I am struggling to keep motivated, but I'm not giving up! Today for instance, I'm trying to take the time I have before leaving for work and using that time to create posts and update pages on my site. I start a sentence, try to word it just right, then lose my train of thought on where I was going with it all. Since Mickey and I work opposite shifts, I can't really ask him for help at the moment,since he's sleeping after working all night.
I sit here and can look out my patio door and see the lake glistening in the sun. The doors and window are opened, so a beautiful breeze is coming off the lake and gently blowing through the apartment. I thought to myself how nice it would be to sit outside,but alas, in the sun I cannot see my screen on the laptop. Kind of hard to work on the website and lessons if I can't see them. Besides, I think I would get even less done than I currently am! And while I've been working on all things WA, I haven't been doing any crafting, and my hands are itching to make something!
It's important to me to stick with it and not give up.I want to succeed with this, mostly because I feel as though most of my life I've given up too easily on things that could help me better myself. It seems to me that by giving up or giving in as I always have, I’m only cheating myself and maybe my loved ones. I’ve “failed” at too many things already, its time I started succeeding.
Asking for help is not something I do easily. I see people on the live chat asking things all the time, and even sometimes new discussions are started by someone asking a question to the WA community. To me, it would feel too much like throwing myself to the wolves, so to speak. However, if I can’t get past this lack of motivation, I may have to do suck it up and ask for help on specific things.
In the meantime, if anyone has ideas how to beat this lack of motivation… this absence of self-encouragement, let me know! Please! I really want to succeed with WA!
~~Sue
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Think about why are you here :) Write your goals on a sticky note and post them by your computer so that you can always see them. Take one step every day, no matter how small. Each one is a victory and gets you closer to them!