Scattered Season: Somber Showers of Strength.

byMAXINEG

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12 months ago

(Cover image:A serene moody landscape of rain gently falling over countryside, with rays of sunlight breaking through the clouds symbolizing hope amidst sadness.)

Hey WA Family,

Life often feels like a season of scattered showers that are unexpected and heavy, yet sometimes cleansing. As we journey through our personal storms, we find moments of heartbreak, resilience, and growth. This year, my journey has been marked by somber showers, each teaching me a lesson about strength, togetherness, and moving forward. Let me take you through the four key “showers” of my season.

1. Emergency Surgery Shower

On December 1, 2025, my cousin, Dean Elson Taylor, faced a medical crisis that none of us could have prepared for. Airlifted from Juan Luis Hospital in St. Croix to Jackson Memorial in Florida, he underwent emergency surgery to remove a malignant spinal tumor. The news hit like a thunderstorm, leaving us drenched in worry and sadness. He's alive and continues to suffer with mobility issues and rt lung cancer.

But just like rain nourishes the earth, this experience reminded us of the importance of rallying together as a family, offering prayers, and holding on to hope. Sometimes, even the darkest clouds carry the promise of healing, though the road may be long and uncertain.

2. Sunset Homecoming Shower

December 3, 2024, brought an unbearable storm. My grandbabies’ father, Angel Jesus Casanova, was tragically murdered. This loss was like a sudden downpour, catching us unprepared and soaking us in sorrow. The pain was profound, a sunset marking the end of a life taken too soon.

Funeral services for Angel will be held on December 27, 2024, at the Church of God and Prophecy in St. Croix, USVI. As we prepare to say goodbye, the heartbreak lingers like the last raindrops of a storm. But even in our grief, we honor his memory and cherish the moments we shared with him.

3. Serenity Shower

Amidst the sadness, Angel’s wishes guide us like a gentle drizzle after a heavy storm. He wanted us to celebrate his life, not mourn it. So, despite the tears, my family will gather at a private location to sing, drink, dance, and honor his memory.

This “serenity shower” is a reminder that life continues, even after loss. It’s about finding joy in togetherness, allowing the rain to cleanse our souls, and leaning on each other for strength.

4. Survival Despite the Showers

Perhaps the hardest shower of all has been my personal struggle to cope with the cries and depression of my daughter and three grandbabies, aged 10, 8, and 6. Financially, the storms have battered me, almost costing me my Wealthy Affiliate subscription. Emotionally, I’ve felt overwhelmed by the weight of grief, responsibility, and my own health challenges.

But survival means finding an umbrella; focusing on what I can control, setting goals for 2025, and refusing to let daily struggles keep me down. I’m determined to move forward and rebuild my finances( donations are accepted), and prioritize self-care. This storm won’t last forever, and neither will yours. "Tough times never last, but tough people do."

Concluding Thoughts

As I reflect on this scattered season, I’m reminded that every storm eventually passes. Rain may leave us soaked and weary, but it also brings renewal, growth, and hope. To my Wealthy Affiliate community, I apologize for my absence but thank you for your understanding.

Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2025. May your showers, no matter how somber, lead you to brighter days ahead.

Blessings always,

Maxine :)