When Is The Freight Train Of Doubt Going To Hit Me?

bykylekrason

119 followers

9 years ago

Is it just me or am I missing something? With most things in life (like at my actual job), I question everything I do. Questions like, should I have changed the wording in that email, am I not dressed professionally, am I ever going to be successful here?

In my day job I am constantly filled with doubt, not only about the job I'm doing, but with who I am as a person. I'm constantly questioning my character because I know my heart isn't in it.. Which means I don't do as well as I know I could at other things.

It doesn't seem natural and I'm looking to get away from this feeling as soon as I can.

It's what has led me to seek income online and although I've only been after it for a very short period of time (launched www.kylekrason.com on April 1st) I've never been so confident in the fact that I do believe I will be able to quit the 9-5 by 40.

Right now, I'm 30. Is a decade enough time?

Is that freight train of self-doubt just picking up speed and preparing to slam like I'm an unsuspecting quarterback? Or is it possible that the vision for making online is so clear that I shouldn't even worry about it?

To answer my own question, I know I shouldn't.

Starting May 1st I go into hyper-savings mode. Every ONE month I save I should be able to sustain myself for TWO months of joblessness.. That means in the next 6 months I can save up enough to not have to work for an entire year.

In all honestly. I plan to take the plunge and bet on myself with this online stuff by summer of next year. I'll be saving up til then (one year) to hopefully set me up for at least 1.5 years of joblessness.

While saving I'll obviously continue to build my website above as well as hopefully have at least one other niche site up and going.

I feel like it's the best move I can make and if I don't, I'll be regretting it when I'm 40..

What do you think? Am I crazy?

Thanks!