This is the part that sucks.

bykidatheart4

215 followers

10 years ago

Okay, I'm at that point right now where I feel like I'm losing hope because I've been working really hard for months now, and still don't really have much to show for it. You know? I still am not getting any traffic to my site outside of my network here, and it's harder for me to see why this is all worth it.

I keep sitting in front of my computer, looking around, being distracted...

And then, I realized that I just need to keep working. This is the part that sucks because this is the part that's supposed to suck. Because it's hard. I have to admit, I typically walk away at this point. I hardly ever do anything hard. I just never saw the point, I would rather go in a different direction if it will make my life easier. But, I'm at that point now where that's not easier anymore. I just can't live my life like that anymore. I finally have a goal that is focused enough to stick to.

I have a son now, and I think about him and I am reminded how much I want my life to be better. I have to keep working. I have to get there somehow. I just have to.

Where there is a will, there is a way. That is one of a few different sayings that I finally truly understand the meaning of.

Keep working. You can do it!