Gratitude And Success
This blog is a thank you and a celebration. For those of you who may have read my previous 2 blogs, you will know that my father-in-law has been very poorly and today finally he is at peace. My new husband has been away a lot since the beginning of this year to be with him and I've had to not only keep things normal for my own daughter, but also look after my step kids who would rather spend their time with us on a weekend than with their own mother even if their father isn't at home.
While all the kids have been brilliant, it's been tough for me, doubting my strength, feeling angry because I had no emotional support, feeling selfish for feeling angry and beating myself up for not being the perfect wife and bearing all this with a smile and unflinching selflessness, and yes, even feeling huge relief today when the end finally came.
However, the one thing that's kept me focussed has been this community...not necessarily having one on one contact with any one person, but simply reading blog posts, commenting on people's questions and yes, even watching training videos and watching my WA ranking climb to sub-1000.
I know rankings aren't important and it's how much money you earn from your site but the very fact that little action steps I have taken have done something positive means a heck of a lot, so I just want to extend my thanks and gratitude for this community, training and money-making platform. Kyle and Carson, you guys have kept me sane over the last few weeks and given me something to focus on. Thank you.
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Sorry to hear of your sad loss and hope things at home soon get back to your routine, grieving is difficult time, take care and do not be too hard on yourself
Hi, Kerry. I am sorry for your loss. I can very well relate with you because I lose my mother-in-law last November. It's hard considering you need to be strong for your husband and at the same time you're grieving inside. It's ironic to feel that kind of feeling but that's normal for your father-in-law is also your dad and my mother-in-law is also my mum. So, if my husband is grieving, I too am grieving but I need to stay strong for him during that time. I'm just thankful thankful that we have a strong spiritual foundation which keep us strong during difficult times. Take care and may your father-in-law rest in peace.
Kerry there really aren't any words that help but I am saddened to hear of your husband's and children's loss and yours as well. May you and your family find peace.
Hello and sorry for your loss but as you say you now have a new family here who are with you 100% OK
Kerry, this is the time to dig down deep within yourself and show what you are really made of. WA is always be by side at times such as this. God bless you and family!