This is not something I wanted to do, but I have spent considerable time contemplating it.
I am starting over.
My website will be the same, but the content that I have worked on and posted must go. It's a long story, but really not. I have spent months trying to fit a square peg into a round hole. In doing so, my site to morphed into something that I never intended it to be. As a result it just grew legs and went into its own direction.
I kept asking myself why is it so hard for me to write after being so fired up to get started. So I decided to write down what I wanted and expected from my site and compared it to what I was producing. Unsatisfied with my new-found revelation, it's time to correct my course.
I guess a part of me already knew what must be done, but I resisted the idea of starting over. As it has been said before, sometimes going backwards is the only way forward.