As I write this, I feel like I've just emerged from the chaotic crucible of life and can finally take clear steps towards an obvious goal. Growing up, I always had the habit of writing my thoughts and realizations on loose papers and then showing the people close to me. Sadly, they never had the enthusiasm of reading as I had in writing and sharing so it was always a disappointing moment. Perhaps I was looking for approval in some way but not getting it. However, I never stopped writing because