Managing your time

byJasonMartin1

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Updated 10 years ago

It was so easy to manage complete koas when I was a younger man with virtually no responsibilities in life. Other than work hard . Be efficient at everything you do. And respect everyone even your enemies and the rest will fallow in suit.

Now that time has taken its toll on my body physically as well as mentally. I find my self seeking a new career as well as living life itself. But have run into a difficult area . Which never was a problem before. Its the management of time . For everything to work, as well as work in sync with all the elements that equal a great life with the ones you love .

I have had some bad experiences with the married part of two prior marriages . I gave ten years twice of my life . To wake up and walk away from it as if I would have stayed I would have lost more than what I left behind. I also lost a business due to it being run by two family members that shouldn’t have had a business together. You see My father and I never seen things the same way. I seen Big future dreams . My dad seen only making just a living. That in my books is not acceptable. Just like putting everything into two different so called partners of life. To have only drug you deeper into the thought of being betrayed by only the people you are suppose to love.

I at one time only new how to send a message to my daughter threw Face Book . It was just over three years ago . I started my own personal campaign to keep my mind from the woman that I just had divorced . I really thought that one was the ONE. But when found myself getting the life sucked out of me one more time. Threw up a shield towards mankind itself.Especially the female side at that time.

So for three months I locked myself in a room that my sister let me rent . I did nothing but work my day job and come home and go into my room and learn everything that i could . In order to move around on my computer and Face book itself. I must add that that three months coast me the price of three lap tops . But gained me a liking for a new profession and Knowledge of something that I thought myself to have nothing to do with ever in my life. That was to sit in front of a computer or even sitting behind a desk dealing with people from anywhere but the ones that lived in the same cities .

Now I have built a nice fallowing on my own network of friends and business acquaintances as well as finally finding networks of others that see the same in there futures as mine. I also dropped the shield that held back the presents of woman in my life. To a woman that I thought never to exist. I am living with that woman and I do be leave we will be marrying each other and having the most incredible life together as we are now. For just about a year we have been having an everyday want for more of each other with no signs of that changing soon or better yet ever. And my Knowledge of how a computer and the internet keeps growing in leaps and bounds. I get more excited in every key that I punch. But managing both is not easy and I don’t want to upset either. Because without either in my life right now . I don’t know if I could hold things together. So I find myself trying to Keep a relationship with a woman that makes me a way better man then I ever was and knowledge of something that I thought once to be stupid and never to be useful to me ever. In conflict with one another. I want both and I am having so much trouble trying to make both work. I am used to being under pressure. But this time I think Im in Deep.