Oftentimes, starting a new endeavor births a myriad of inconsistent emotions. The beneficial one's I use for fueling my confidence. Conversely, The negative one's feed the excuse demon helping rationalize why I have not made time to replace my recipe for underachievement with new ingredients. My current state of mind is the start, Although confusing, I believe the possibility of success may be my subconscious' Achilles heel. Feeling competent can be overwhelming but I welcome the weird feeling