Feeling Discouraged Building My 1st Website. Again

byDalyM

93 followers

7 years ago

I was feeling so discouraged, by someone really close from me. It is a long story to tell, to many sad details. It would be a very negative post/blog I guess. I don't want to do that, right now, not here.

I recently had another website, I started it. I think it was going fine. But the feelings took over. I deleted the website, yup I did. But here I am again, I'm working on building this one from scratch. Hoping is a better one, since I have some great ideas. I asked around here at WA. People seemed to think, it was a good idea, and it could work. So, before I went for it... I went to the "live chat", because honestly, I couldn't take it anymore, I felt like I needed to vent, let it out a little bit. So I did.

There was some great people there, who were so kind, and none judgmental at all. They were positive and they actually were very encouraging, which was something I was really needing. It helped me to, I guess go for it. So I did. I know it only takes like a minute, to write the name of your website, the url, and choose a "theme". But trust me before doing all of that, it took me actually a while... the reason why, was because, well I was feeling, like, what if I fail, what If this one doesn't work, what if I don't know well what I'm doing... so many overwhelming thoughts running thru my head. All because someone was / has made me feel like I can't.. even tho when this person is not upset, they say, I know you can, you should etc... but when this person gets upset... because of the bad money situations we have... well, things get a bit more difficult. Stress takes over, and the words change. I become, "someone who, doesn't do anything to help, someone who's not helpful, someone that needs to bring money or.. someone who is just not worth it. Someone who can't be loved because, I don't bring money as well" So you see, it is very difficult to not feel, the pressure, feel, nervous, afraid, discouraged. To the point of deleting the website.

Now like I said, I don't want to do that again. I really want to succeed, help out, bring money as well. Be respected. But not just for this person. But for my baby, and for myself. I need to do the best I can and more for my baby and myself. I can't deny, that it is difficult, and kinda scary. But I am so glad, that here, so far, at WA, the people have been so nice and kind. They were so encouraging. It helped me, to start again. So to those of you who helped me. Thank you so much!

I will be hoping that, no matter what, I can continue and do better from now own, no matter what. I hope I can learn so much more, quick and easy, to be able to succeed. So I guess, this was just the 1st step. Can't wait to continue sharing my journey with you! Thank you for reading, have a wonderful day.

*Never let anyone discourage you, otherwise you will find yourselves in my shoes...once it happens it keeps happening, and you most likely will feel down. It is difficult. So do not let it happen. Now if you haven't already, go build your website and good luck, have fun! I hope you succeed on your 1st website!

-DalyM