Here We Go...Again, 'Cept This Time It's Premium!!
Man I didn't realize it had been March 2nd since I'd blogged anything on WA. I've been active in getting some info from some other communities, but finally made the decision to upgrade to Premium Membership here. Why?
Well first, I got a fortune cookie yesterday that said: No obstacles will stand in the way of your success this month.
Second, because of all of the resources in one place here at WA. I mean I need the coaching and all of these tools in the worst of ways, and getting it from different sources is just too difficult.
And third (or three) is because that is the number of babies and boys I'm on, due at the end of this month.
My first son was my initial motivation to join WA the first time around four years ago. I'd just been fired from my job and wanted to do something to hopefully give me some financial stability and allow me to never have to succumb to someone else being in charge of determining how or whether I made money again. But, bills had to be paid, and, I was the primary money maker in my household at the time (yeah, the father and I stayed together, but all on my dime), so I had to go with what was making money to keep a roof over our heads, and, well the call center from home work was taking 16 hours a day and in between that time making baby food, changing pampers, just not enough time to delve into WA like I wanted to. Here we are again though, at a push point.
After nine years together, and three babies later, I was finally dealt my final blow from my children's father on Monday when he left me home with no car, two toddlers, nine months pregnant and about to drop at any time and no phone to call anyone if I needed them. Don't know why that little straw was what broke the camel's back, but I guess it's that it reminded me of where I initially wanted to be in life, or the broken place I was when my job fired me. He's been "putting me out" in some way, shape or form since we moved into our apartment in July after a whirlwind which involved me losing everything I'd worked so hard to obtain before he came to stay with me. So I guess Monday, finally I could see what other people had been saying to me about me being abused, mistreated and used. It hurt to come to the point where enough was enough, but, I felt so unloved in that moment of knowing I couldn't reach out to anyone if something happened that I left all of my stuff and came to my parents house and decided, I have got to be in charge of creating the best life my kids and myself. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE DEPENDENT ON NO ONE ELSE!!
And so, in order to take my blogging and affiliate and internet marketing to the next level, I've decided that, no matter what, I'm ready to be PREMIUM. I mean I committed myself to 16 hours a day for the possibility of $0.25 and hour with no guarantee, meaning I was only making about $125 - $300 every two weeks for that amount of time 7 days a week. So, if I devote that type of time to this, I feel my life becoming more blissful than I ever could imagine, and I'm committed to it, because it's a commitment to myself...again... first. Just like in my 20s when I felt like the earth was mine!! And I had my life in line, and goals and dreams I was headed towards. I see this as a second chance to really be living and I plan on giving it my all, for the first time the second time around.
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go for it ,head high and don't look back.... u seem to be a real strong lady ..for sure this platform will assist...