A Real Black Place
Published on August 7, 2019
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SUCH A DARK PLACE
The last couple of days have been grim. Sorry if I make you feel like I'm bringing you down, but I'm trying to be real. Monday was a bad day. Had to go to the VA hospital and be seen by my general practitioner. She gave me high praise for loosing 55 lbs in a year and a half.
Then the real crap started. I went to see my Diabetic doctor. The appointment was awful. The doctor treated me like a child and handed me my ass. I had lost my meter and was taking expired insulin. She told me that she could not see me if I did not do something to improve my blood sugar. She would not acknowledge my weight loss. Claimed it was caused by my sugars being off.
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My PTSD was ramping up all because of her terrible behavior. I told her to back up the bus or she was going to be responsible for my actions. I threatened to hurt her bad ( all bark no bite).Then She got back at me and all the medication she prescribed. She dragged her feet getting it to the pharmacy ( never did get the meds yet) couldn't wait anymore. Should come to my house today.
I had to toss in the trash 2 big bags of out dated insulin. I wanted to help someone else but could not find anyone else that needed it.
That experience at the VA. carried over all day yesterday. I had a cup of coffee to see my wife off to work. Then I went and climbed back in bed and stayed there until she came home at 5:30 that evening. THIS IS NOT ME AT ALL, I'M A KING'S KID ! PART OF A ROYAL PRIESTHOOD A HOLY NATION.
Later this morning I will be calling the diabetic clinic and get a new doctor. She never botherd to check me over and make sure I was doing good. I have a few open sores on my body. I have an appointment on Friday to see my nut doctor. This is a much-needed appointment. My mental state is not normal and my meds might need to be changed.
Maybe today I can get back into this business. I will try to get an article completed. I'm half through with a product review. I'm so very sorry for dumping this on everyone. I had to vent and get this out. I've tried to share this with my family but they tell me just deal with it. I don't need advise just an ear to listen.
Sorry to be a Doug whinier.,
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