So this is my life

byArmBlaster

112 followers

8 years ago

Sometimes its just better to write things down instead of letting them build up inside of you. Here I am 45 years old already, almost 30 of those years were spent working out in the gym. I find myself in a state of depression when i think back to the days of my work injury. The production plant that i worked in was recently taken over by another big company. As a result I was forced to wear a new kind of work boot. Long story short, the boot was of poor design and was not made to fit my feel resulting in nerve damage to both of my heels. Many months of painful injections to both feet resulting in nothing more then pain. I ended up getting an operation in my left foot which instead of giving me relief, gave me a blood clot in my lung. After 5 years of suicidal depression, medications and what have you, i headed back to the gym. This has been my life for the past 8 years. I can no longer work and honestly feel that i have no value. There is a difference between not having to work and not being able to work. My only goal left in life is to be able to find a way of making enough money to give my wife a present I didnt take out of our joined bank account. This is just a story of my life, its not very interesting or exciting but I needed for it to be said.