Very special
So yesterday I received some very bad news that one of my best friends dad had passed on. I have been in tears. He was always so good to me and he will be so missed! Today I spent my hole day searching so very deep inside of myself that kind of searching that cuts like a knife. As, I was thinking I thought to myself that life is precious. I was once told that you should live your life to the fullest and never take one second of your life for granted. Oh boy that had taken me to so many other thoughts. Starting with what can I do to make a huge impact? I have been over this over and over again, my mind now throbbing with sadness I pressed on. Is it possible that I have already answered the question or has God already given me the answer and I have been to busy to hear it or see it or worse yet have I chosen to ignore it. Yes I understand that every ones answer is different but how many times have you asked and you were to busy to listen or you yourself just have chosen to ignore it? Am sorry to all if this subject upsets or disturbs you in any way its something that I am in need to get out. So I just want every one to know how am feeling I believe it shows character and am not afraid to share that with anyone. So with GREAT! COMPASSION I WILL STRIVE ON! but am afraid for a while I might be doing it with tears but am OK with that. You see I believe that I will always rise above. Even now my next plan of attack within my website has been created and is floating within my mind! Am going to end this blog by saying to all that have lost a loving one I wish you a very Quick and special healing.
With Great Understanding Your Roaring Fan to All,
Phil
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It does hit you hard when someone you care about passes on. The reality of death is hard to comprehend sometimes, but it is okay to learn the lesson and strive forward, just as you planned. You can't focus on mortality or you'll miss the joys of life. Sounds like for you now, each of those joys will be just a bit sweeter and treasured a bit more.
Thank you that makes a lot of sense. Again thank you for such kind words.
Wealthy Dreams,
Phil
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I am so sorry for your loss. The fact that you are so affected by the passing is a testament to you as a good man and to your ability to love. It also reflects well on your passed friend who was obviously very loved. Your sad feelings will change and you will progress. Love never dies, you will keep it and your friend will take it with him, you will always be linked. With regards and positive thoughts... Mike
Thanks Mike your words speak volume and I thank you very much. Life changes are never easy. I thank God every day that my support group is big. The good thing is am still Roaring even if there is a tear in my eye.
Wealthy Dreams,
Phil