One step forward, two back

Hello, everyone! Last night I was accomplishing another blog post and felt good about it. Today I am trying to master images on my website and realized I have to review the how-to and try and find more information about images and take some time to look for free images. The look on the cat's face sums up how I feel lol. I am pushing ahead because the alternative just isn't me. I am looking forward to the day this is all second nature to me. Am I the only one struggling with this? Part of my problem is I'm picky about my images. I want it to visually match whatever the reference is...... at least to me and hope that translate to whoever is reading my blog. The other problem is I am completely new at all this. I have had a lifetime of mastering stuff like carpentry, cooking, baking, and home to name a few. Websites and affiliate marketing, not so much. I am frustrated, excited, confused, and a little proud of what I have learned so far. The biggest emotion(?) I'm feeling today impatience. Hope you have gotten a little humor and if at some point a little "thank god it's not just me". Thanks for letting me vent and I hope to get back to learning and doing.