I have a confession to make: but i will not quit: never!

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I have been here almost ( 7 ) weeks. In those (7) weeks I have welcomed lots of new members. I also told them most of all to ask questions in chat when they needed help. Some times I even stressed this point. I have also commented on many new members setting and reaching their goals. I am sure that most if not all of the members thought they were talking to someone who has not only asked the same questions as they might have to ask other members, they most likely thought they were talking to a guy who has all his Ducks in a row. A guy who most likely has 2 or 3 websites up and running!

Well as a matter of fact I have no website up. Not a one! I haven't even found a niche yet!! That's right, no website, no niche! Now I told you how I was telling all these nice people to ask those questions when they needed help. Well ok, I have asked and received help from some members. I have PM 2 or 3 other members asking if I needed it,

would they help me out and each of them has said they would help out anytime and I am sure they would in a heart beat if I asked. Everyone has been so nice to me. I have never had anyone say anything but good things here at WA. I don't know what's wrong? Let me let all of you in on something about me. Let me ex plane:

First let me say this. I am not after a shoulder to cry on by no means. I suffer from Migraines Headaches. Bad Migraines. I don't know of any other kind! I have a really bad back. Its so bad that for over 20 years I was on !00mg. Morphine twice a day. That's a lot of pain meds. New doctors a few years ago asked me if I thought I could maybe cut down the amount of pain meds. I found out that the doctor many years ago should not have put me on the Morphine in the first place where I go to this clinic. This clinic is where I was put on this pain meds. Its the only place where I can go to see a doctor. So anyway, the doctors and I got my Morphine down to 45mgs. twice a day compared to 100mgs. a day. This is what I was taking. They told me I was most likely addicted to the pain meds. I did not like hearing that I was hooked. I didn't like taking it in the first place. I made up my mind I was going to get off the Morphine and do it by my self! Easy to say! I did not know what I had to go through to get off of it. I found out real quick! I found out in a hurry that I had to go off real slow. I will tell you over a good amount of time I went through hell at night hurting not only in my back, but my legs ached ln the bones. I could not sit still I would have to go out side and I would walk fast hoping to maybe where my legs out so I could go to sleep. I got my self down to 15mgs. twice a day. It seemed like it took for ever. I still had a long way to go yet to get off. Now I am doing this without my doctors knowing anything about it. They just talked about how I should have been put on some other pain pill. They were concerned that if I say had to have life saving medical treatment they would be limited to what they could do and they might not be able to save my life. Well I am in more pain than I was when taking the pain meds, some times it even gets bad with the pain.

I did it! I never quit trying to get rid of the pain meds. I did it. Did not quit!

Back to me letting people think I had my website up and was asking for help, well I did ask and got some help. I never let more than 3 or 4 people know was having trouble. I never lied to anyone, I just let them think I had my Ducks in a row! I did have help as I said, but I guess I am just too dumb, or there is something wrong with me. I am really not stupid I know it. I don't know what's wrong with me, but there is one thing I have to say!

I NEVER WILL QUIT!! NEVER EVER QUIT!! I DONT CARE HOW LONG IT TAKES ME!

I know I am a writer. I know this blog was not written like a pro or just knowing how to write. So I will say I am sorry for the way its written.Thank you for reading this to the end. Cheers, William









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Good morning William,

You had this post on before I joined Wealthy Affiliate so I only just now read it. Were you the person who left a comment on my post on my website about Salmon? I now read you have bad migraines, may I suggest you go to my website on health again and read the page on Brain Health. There you will find information on Dr. Amen, he might be able to help.

Greetings from the south of Spain, Taetske

Hello, I don't think it was me that was on your site asking about salmon. I thank you for the information about your site. I will check it out thanks.
cheers,
william

There you see, 2 Williams and at the same time the sweet dog photo, no wonder I got confused as the other William left a comment on the post about the salmon.

Greetings from the south of Spain, Taetske

Thank you very much. I will do that.
cheers,
william

I feel for you on the pain you are feeling, but I have to commend you on your determination. It is not an easy task that you are doing but I'm sure you will succeed.

A blog written straight from the heart is better than writing that are being forced out because you have to write something. Readers can always tell whether an article is sincere or not. I have to say your blog here will really touch people's hearts.

I think that your blog is very straight out heart felt. Your message is better than Professional. You are a very intelligent man with great will power and wisdom.
You are a patient man and used wisdom to share your story.
I love your story. You have a huge compassionate heart!
Jen

Thank you very much for the kind words. I don't feel like a Professional at all. I wish I felt as smart as you say I am. lol Keep
in touch. I am glad you liked the story of my life, all though there is a lot more I could write about, but I don't think anyone would be interested. I look forward to seeing you around WA.
cheers,
PS Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I just did not get to
all my e-mails or I would have wrote right back!
william

Hi William, I can relate to your experience. Pain is a signal that something is not right in our body. Pain killer isn't going to help but instead look into the cause of it and seek treatment instead.
Hope you will get well and success on you journey ahead. Regards Sadie.

I thank you very much. I hope you are having a good day.
cheers,

I thank you very much. I hope you are having a good day.
cheers,

Sure, let us all still positive regardless which stage we are. cheer, Sadie

Hi William, Nice meeting you here.
I truly admire your persistence and what you have been going through will be a perfect idea for your site. Your visitor will love your site because you have all the experience about it.
Lilika is right about it.
Keep it up and I am with you on not quitting, it is not an option.

NRosales

I thank you very much.
cheers,

Welcome!!!

Hi William, write about that! Pick a niche around your experience. I am sure that people would love to get to meet you and hear how you deal with a pain.

Once you start, the pain will just disappear, because by blogging about it you will face it (not fight against anymore) and it will vanish.

Remember ''What you resist, persists.''

And you can try other experiments and write about them: for instance, meditation, breathing techniques, painting, whatever you've never tried before and write about that! You know what I mean?

''Paint off your pain''
''Meditate off your pain''

Believe me, people will love your site! I am going to be the first following you!!!

Thank you very much, It makes me feel better to know some one
likes my writing.
cheers,

That was a good testimony.
I'm 2 weeks into WA. When I first joined I thought this is awesome. I'm joining a great community of online marketers(and it is), I'm going to pick a few niches and build from scratch a solid online business(which I am) and take off like a rocket.
After 2 weeks I haven't picked out a single niche to build a website around.
#1 I have a tough time figuring out how to even start writing content to put in a website
#2 I can't concentrate on one thing for too long before my mind starts wandering to something else. I lose focus pretty quick.
#3 I don't have a computer on hand that would make it easier to build websites and write content, blog, etc
I know the hardest part is getting started from scratch. Once you get rolling and see for yourself that this online business thing really works, that's a big motivation by itself to keep going and scale up as far as you want.
Don't give up. You obviously have great writing skills and if you can sit down and write a great testimony that makes sense and grabs the readers attention like you just did even with severe back pain, then for sure you can become a great and profitable blogger, online marketer/affiliate.

Thanks wheelman, I am glad it was as good enough to keep
people interested enough to read the whole thing. thanks.
cheers,

Hi William, a wonderful account of life and what it throws at you. You are a real winner in dealing with so much physical pain over a very long period of time. The post you have written proves you have a real talent for writing. You just have to let it go and start writing articles for publication here at WA when the time is right for you. If you need any help with getting a website up and running contact us here at WA we are all willing to help where help is needed. Irv.

I really do thank you, and I just might have to take you up on the offer to help.
cheers,

Collectively we can get you over the hump you are in. Irv.

Thanks, On top of every thing I am now faced with taking the time to pack up all our things to move into another Apt. This is one they have not redone. So I hope I can still get some work done at WA too. Thanks again.
cheers,

Hello William,

Stay strong my friend! You are doing great! just go through the lessons and I am sure you will achieve your goals faster.

Keep yourself busy in your website and lessons. Maybe that would take your mind of the pain. But Congratulations on going down to from 100mgs to 15mgs that is quite an achievement.

You can do it William! I believe!

thank you very much. I will do my best, by the way, I no longer take any pain meds now! Its great to hear from you,
cheers,

Whoah! That is great news! You are inspiring us to never give up no matter what hard is gets! Thank you for that!

Now let's reach for the top!

Cheers!
Clark

Thank you

Hi William, that's an impressive story, and I think you know exactly which niche you should get yourself into.

It sucks when you have to pretend you're okay, because you know no one will truly understand your pain.

And let me tell you, you are not alone, there are people out there who are really interested in what you have to say, how you deal with it medically, psychologically and physically.

About the cons of medication and about natural solutions.
Think it over and decide if this is your niche.

Thank you Loes, I really do thank you, WA is good to me,
cheers,

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