On Days When Your Confidence Just Isn’t There

byTwelvosix

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3 weeks ago

Some mornings you wake up and it just feels… off. There’s no dramatic reason. No big failure. No fight. No catastrophic life event. Just this slow, heavy fog in your chest and a quiet voice in your head whispering, “not today.”

Those are the days where even brushing your hair or answering a text feels like too much. Confidence isn’t gone forever — it just kind of slips behind a curtain and leaves you standing there unsure what to do with yourself.

I used to try to fight those days. You know, push through, get over it, grind harder, all the standard motivational poster nonsense. But pretending to be confident when you’re not actually just feels like wearing a shirt that doesn’t fit right. Everyone can tell. You can tell. It’s uncomfortable and distracting.

Lately, I’ve been learning to do something different: let myself be low without assuming it means something is wrong with me.
Because confidence isn’t this constant, shining trait that perfect people just always have. It’s more like weather. It shifts. It moves. Some days are bright. Some days are grey. And both kinds of days are still part of the same sky.

On the low days, I try to stay gentle with myself. Drink some water. Wear clothes that feel like I can breathe in them. Put on music that doesn’t demand anything from me.

Sometimes I go for a walk just to remember I have a body and I’m not just a brain stuck in a cloud. Sometimes I do nothing at all, because maybe rest is the thing that confidence needed to come back in the first place.

And you know what usually happens?
Somewhere in the middle of that softness, confidence starts to return quietly, like:

“Hey… I’m still here. Just needed a minute.”

I think we forget that we don’t need to earn our right to exist on the days when we’re not shining.
You’re allowed to show up messy.
You’re allowed to move slow.
You’re allowed to take up space even when you don’t feel impressive.

Confidence isn’t about always being sure.
It’s about trusting that even when you’re unsure, you’re still deserving of care — especially from yourself.

So if today is one of those days where your confidence just isn’t there…
let it be a soft day.
Not a failure.
Not a setback.
Just a day.

It’s going to pass.

Your self doesn’t disappear just because your confidence took a nap.

Thanks For Reading, Friends

Andrew